A Beautiful
Happening
I
love you, that wasn't my fault
You don't love me, that wasn't
your fault
Those weren't love's fault either
Because to do
the fault love is not a commitment
It is just a happening
In
the normal life of ourselves
Making our souls to feel as if they
were living beyond their life
As
In Love As Never Before..
God
dropped the rose petals into the white milk
And he squeezed it to
make your complexion
He made your skin as soft as the silk
They
caused the looking eyes into complication
With your gaze my
heartily rose blossomed
I always feel great and wonder
To me
how you happened
Like the peaceful sky hit by the thunder
The
day you came into the dreams of mine
I realized that I was as in
love as never before
When you smiled as if you had the same one
All I felt is that someday you would come and adore
When
you was near, I never spoke because of shy
So the time got anger
and flew somewhere
Oh! God Just give me the wings to fly
For
I had to catch that time back and keep it there
If you love
someone let you say
Then I will never come in your way
If you
don�t then remember I am waiting for you every day
So come
soon without any delay
Because who will listen to everything
you talk?
Who will call you with nick name?
Who will hold
your hands in all the way you walk?
Who will give you all their
fame?
When your beauty wilts and when you become old
Who
other than me will love you this much as I do
The depth of my
love could never be told
So you think well before you say no
Whenever I am happy, I feel thee
You are there with me as
the happiness
Even if you take everything away from me
You
will be still present there as the emptiness
All I want is
you to become my wife
Every relations except you is full of lies
Baby, never cry once in your life
I will die �cause I am
living inside your eyes
I don�t know what on earth
Could convey my love underneath
If you can�t give
yourself then give me myself
Which I have been, before the day I
saw yourself
(June 2011)
Birth
Day Wishes
In
t his great day of your life
You may get
Blessings from your
parents
Gifts and compliments from your friends
Greetings
from your relatives
But let I be the first to wish you
“Happy
birthday”
But who am I? To wish you
Am I more important for
you than they were?
I may not …but ask your heart it will say
that
“he is the one for whom this day is more important than
anyone including you”
College
Days
The
dreams that filled everyone’s eyes
The stories that were said
under the trees
The time that were spent in the benches
The
treats that were kept and borrowed
The hostel food that reminded
the missing of mother’s food
The gazes of the beautiful ones
that made
Our loved ones to be forgotten for seconds
The
results that came proportional to the movies
Those were seen
before the nights of the exams
The heroic acts that ended up in
great comedies
The cakes that were bought only to waste
The
bumps that were given in the birthday eve
The innocent proposals
and the paining humiliations
These were happenings
But,
someday these will be memories
The tear drops that runs down the
cheeks
When we think of these moments
While we travel
lonesome in a bus near the windows
In one or more ways
All
these are beautiful college days
Deep
Inside My Eyes still Lies Your Image
When
my life was full of darkness
With your love I found the light
And when you were gone there is no use of the light
Because
your departure had made me blind
Still after that your love was
there
As the another blind person
To show me the path of my
life
I went on those paths with all your thoughts
Many people
walked into my life
But they couldn’t cast their footprints
In
my heart shore even if they did
Their foot prints were destroyed
by your memory waves
Years went on, our hairs have turned grey
We have become old, and many things changed
But still I am
having a deep regret
For all these days, which I preserved as the
top secret
Yes, baby I still love you and yearn for you
i
still wish for you to come into my life once again
Because deep
inside my eyes still lies your image.....
Falling
IN Love
Every
moment I see you, I feel like falling
Falling deep into the well
named your eyes
How deep is it really? I go on falling
But I
never could see its bottom, , , , ,
Only thing I could imagine is
that
The depth of your eye well is unimaginable
I know like
was the love
one goes on falling but could never see its bottom
never could imagine the depth of it as well
Being like this
how could I say?
That I was fallen in love
All I could say is
that I am falling in love
In the moment right now and up to the
moment
I could see the depth of your eyes and my love as well……
Friendship
Day
Every
day of our life goes with the friends
Even every day happens only
because of friends
Then why do we have a separate day
For
celebration of the friends
Because it is one of the day in a year
To remind some of the idiots
With whom we cherished every
moments
With whom we did some mischievous things
With whom we
said some foolish lies
With whom we always felt happy
For
whom we owe the money
Whom we miss the most
Whom were once
near with us and now went far from us
It is a day just to think
of those idiots
With whom we felt the real friendship
And
whisper their names in our heart
Just to give a smile for them in
our face
Happiness
Do
you remember the days of your childhood?
You didn't had anything
in your hand yet you felt contented
You didn't care how beautiful
you were?
You thought all the tomorrow’s world will be yours
You never felt shy to do things you like
You said some silly
lies and feared of being caught
You did some mischievous things
and hidden them well
You didn't knew the taste of the food you
ate for your appetite
You cried a little smiled a lot
You
enjoyed a lot and worried to scarce
But when you grew up all has
changed
You just think of the childhood days
And whisper to
yourself as ‘how happy I was during these days'
But remember
one thing that
There is no another life left for you to be happy
All you have is one life, why are you not enjoying it
'Happiness
is bestowed equally everywhere under the sky'
Don’t deny it,
just go and soak yourself in the rain of happiness
Every second
of your life comes as a package of happiness
Never forget to open
it, just open and take the embedded surprise
Lead your life like
you lead in your childhood
Forget the days you worried and reason
that made you worry
Don’t care about anything, think that you
are always special
If you do so then one day you will look back
And say 'oh! How beautiful is the life of mine'
Hard
To Show As Well As To Hide
When
someone doubts and asks me
Whether I am in love, I reply no
Before they could close their lips
When I write some love
poems, I destroy them
Before someone could see it
When
someone says their love experiences
I just watch them silently
with my mouth shut
When I see some love couples though I cry
Inside my heart for my unluckiness
I could hide them through
my facial reactions
While imagining my future with you
Though
I become insane sometimes
I could even hide that through my
intelligence
I do all these things in order to hide my love from
others
And show myself to them as if I wasn’t in love
But,
when I stare at something forgetting my surroundings and
If
someone could ask me what I was thinking
I knew I would say your
name spontaneously
Making all these efforts in vain………
It
is hard for me to show my love to you
It is even harder for me to
hide my love from others eyes as well
How
Silly You Were?
I
always believed in the existence of you
I always prayed to you
I
always shared all my happenings with you
I always been like a
friend to you
And I always have been unselfish to you
But how
selfish you really were
Oh! God how silly you were
You don’t
want me to give her
Because you were afraid that
I may forget
you if I got her………………
I
Love You My Son
I
remember carrying yourself to the school for the first day
And it
appears as if it happened yesterday
In every morning I will wake
you up, and I will give you a clean bath
In every evening you
rushed from the school with dirty clothe
All the days went like
this and up to this things were just the same
But I knew these
days are going so fast as they came
I could understand I am
growing older
And I knew I could not carry you anymore on my
shoulder
When I see the first Grey hair on your head
I
realize, from now you are never gonna be a kid
I
Love You Though You Don't
How
could i say that i love you
For it had lesser intensity
I
loved you so much
That no one on the universe has ever did
Yet
i never expressed you
For i believed you may not be mine
Days
went on i was afraid that my love may go unsaid
So i decided to
make you understand the part you played in mine
And i don't know
how that happened
All of a sudden i proposed you through the mail
Your silence makes me think of that
You may never have
noticed my mail or
You may be thinking that i may be ok to live
with
I am waiting for your consent as a response and it was just
Like waiting for a dream to come true in another dream
Because
i still doubt, do those things were just an dream
There are more
chances that your consent may positive
Yet i knew it may not,
Whatever may be
In this world everyone is loved so crazily by
someone
Though they do not wish or care for them
And for you
let it be me......
I
Loved You So Much
I
started loving my life
After I started loving you and
I
should never hate my life
Because you are not with me
If I do
so, then there won’t be any meaning
In my love towards you..
I
will surely marry some other girl
And live a beautiful life which
I thought of living with you
Because every girl is same in
nature
It was my love that made you as unique
If you give
them a fraction of love
They will repay it in the multiples
It
was the prenatal nature of a women
I will do all these, because
Someday in my life I want look back
And feel, all these great
things happened
Because “I loved you so much”..
I
Miss YOu TO LOve You MOre
If
the things that we never got are always priceless,
If the things
that we never bought are always precious,
If we always like to be
near with the one, who went far
If we crazily love the ones whom
we miss the most, then
It doesn’t matter that you have went far
and I miss you a lot
Even if I am the one who misses you a lot,
Then I am the one who is happiest about that
Because I feel
that I miss you, only to love you more
As I wish I could do
nothing more pleasant than loving you
I know what I feel is a
quite sort of craziness
But only those who love someone will know
How beautiful are the feelings of mine, because
In one or
more ways all the ones
Who love someone are insanes.
I
NEver Miss You
It
has been so long since I have seen you
I have even forgotten your
face
The words you have spoken with me
The days you have
spent with me
But I feel every moment as same like
The
moments that you were near with me
Though you went far I never
miss you
Because when I start my day
Thinking of those days
in which
You were near with me, it feels like
I am living the
same day once again
And in the end of my day
when I close my
eyes before I sleep
I could feel yourself in me....
I
Smile In The Midst Of Crying
After
I have fallen in love with you
You have become a part of mine
And losing yourself is like losing a part of mine
Because of
that I am living a handicapped life right now
Thinking of this,
causes tears in my eyes
Yet in the midst of crying arises smile
in my lips
While thinking of the fact that,
My tear drops
mingled with the breeze
Will reach your heart someday as the air
you breathe
Expressing my love to you.........
I
Watch You Going To The School
I
want to be in your place
Suiting myself in your uniform dress
My
yearning eyes are watching you go
And my heart wants to do what
you do
But I can't because I have some work to be done faster
Which were given by your father, my master
Once Your father
went to the school
But my father was just used as a working tool
Let all the things happened, be gone
I will never let the
same happen to my son
Because I knew if my father has thought so
Then I would have accompanied you
If
You Never Had
If
you never had forget to brush your teeth
Such that by thinking
someone you even forget all your habitual actions
Then you never
really missed someone
If you never miss someone
Such that you
really yearn for the past to happen again
Then you never have
realized how crazy the love is
If you never love someone crazily
Such That god had envied the one who deserves your love
Then
you never lived the life on purpose
Into
The Ocean Of Dreams
I
started dreaming by seeing the sky
Let it say not to, until that
I will not
Because I was jumped into the ocean of dreams
I
will cross the ocean someday by attaining my dream
Else I will
die swimming in the ocean itself
Because for me success is not
only winning
Success sometimes means dreaming
And success is
sometimes sacrificing oneself for the dream
Live
Like A Queen In My Life
I
know you were afraid of your parents
You were afraid that
something worse may happen
But trust me, in true love nothing bad
will happen
Your parent loves you and if you like me
Then
your parents will like me too..
There is no use, if the rain
showers
After all the crops have wilted, , ,
Likewise our
love may become..
If your decision is too late...think well,
Are
you going to become an ordinary wife?
Or going to live as a queen
in my life
If you prefer the former then give me the invitation
I want to see the luckiest man in the world
But if you prefer
the latter...
Even before a moment of your marriage
Then
remember I will come to take you
With me in a fraction of
second...
Love
At First Sight
When
I saw you for the first time
My heart whispered something
If
I had listened to that then I would have
Fallen in love at the
first sight itself
Love
Overflows
All
the visions i see becomes the dreams
All the dreams i get changes
as my thoughts
All the thoughts then turns into the imaginations
All the imaginations are then converted into poems
All the
poems I write increases the love for you
But how can I hold my
love for you?
As already my heart is overflowing with your love
Maraige
Invitation
As
you were afraid of seeing her gaze
You came in night, while the
whole world is slept
In order to see how beautiful she really was
For all these with the one sided love towards her
you grew
and emaciated continuously
But I am sorry to say that,
The
one whom you loved the most
Is going to get married with me
Come! Hide yourself in the huge crowd
And bless us while we
walk down the aisle
With the breath that has kissed your girl�s
heart
I am sending you my first marriage invitation
With all
your friends be there'the little moon'
Masterpiece
You
have no one to call you by a nick name
You have no silly jaded
stories to be said again and again
You have no one to buy you
something when your pocket is empty
And no one to share your
money resting in your purse
No one to give the birth day bump
Once you had all these things done by few but you left all those
Because you believed these were little things
And life has
many things more than this
You were right these were little
things,
But why you yearn? For those little things to happen
Why
you cry? When these little things fails to happen
Because you
know very well that
Only these little things filled as the ink of
The pen that wrote the masterpiece named friendship
Mathematical
Love
our
love is constant with time
If it is differentiated it becomes
nothing..
on the other hand if nothing could divide our love
then it becomes an infinite love
Differentiating(constant)
=0
constant/0=infinity
My
First DAy IN School
New
shoes and new uniforms were bought
The slate and books were
brought
I was happy in going to the school
As I thought it
would be so cool
Hearing this my neighbour families exhausted in
relief
Because it is something harder for their belief
I said
I will neither cry nor shout
And told them not have any doubt
I
said for me going to the school is casual
But on reaching the
school I found the place unusual
And after seeing the teacher
coming my near
I started sobbing and screaming in fear
My
Kind Of Love
There
are two kinds of lovers in this world
One falls in love at the
first sight
The other feels after some time, days, weeks or years
That they have actually fallen in love at their first sight
itself
My
La(o) st Dream
I
never thought anything more important than you
All I thought is
to sacrifice my life for your happiness
Everyone believed this as
love but
I felt this, as something more than that
I believed
nothing could divide us
Until the day you said no
I
wondered how this could happen to me, but when happened
My heart
cried like the baby who doesnt knew anything
Since it believed
only tears could lessen its weight
Yet I never blame you for
this, how I could
But if God was in front of me
I would
have pelted the stones on him
Because all my prayers to him was
ignored
He made me to love you
Only because one day he wanted
to take you away from me
After you left I went and hugged the
ivy tree
In which I had written the names of the both
Everywhere
all my eyes could see
Is the image of thee
But my hands
couldnt catch them
I chased them then, ended to sleep in the
beach
After few moments I cant believe that
I realized that i
was in a temple
Surrounded by all our relatives and
The music
of the marriage eve was hitting my ears
I was sitting there
as the groom with the auspicious thread in my hands
You was
there, near with me as the bride
I felt as if I attained the
whole world
I will never open my eyes anymore, because
I knew
if I open my eyes all these things will go
Never
Seperable
I
still remember the days in which
We rode the bicycle together
I
still remember the days in which
We fought each other for a
chocolate
I still remember the days in which
You cried when i
got hurt
I still remember the days in which
You refused to go
to the school when I am sick
And now we may divide the legacy
But we can't divide those beautiful moments
Because we have
already spent some
By sharing it together among ourselves
In
those days we never lived apart
where even the time forgot to
depart
When we aren�t together we both become desperate
Let
us show to the world that�these two brothers will never
separate�
Specail
Poem For Mother I Was Ill
Mom
will shout too late today, wake up sooner
I will be still there
in the bed without any answer
My brother will come near and
stroke me longer
So I will say �I am not feeling well�
My mother could understand that I was ill
And she will say
�you need some rest�
So today you no need to go to the
test
My father will rush to the shop to buy me the bread
Seeing
all this my brother refuses to have his food
Because he doesn�t
want to go the school
Yet my mom�s deceiving words will make
him fool
And by compulsion she will make him go
Then she will
sit near with me though she has many things left to do
And she
will start disturbing the Gods with all her prayer and formal
To
make myself become normal
Then she will take me to the hospital
And after seeing the doctor we will come home earlier
With
all the care and saying the stories together
She will make me
sleep in spite of the fever
The next day when my temperature is
still higher
She will ring to her mother
And at last my grand
ma�s treating
And her affectionate caring
Will do the
wonder, which the medications failed in doing
The night will make
me stronger
As in the morning I will feel better and recover
My
mother will say that previous days of mine went as a vain
All I
yearned is wont I be ill once again?
Still
Loving You But I May Not Get You
Only
a few words you have spoken with me
Only a few hours I had
yourself near with me
Only a few nights in my life you have come
in my dreams
I shall never get those things back in my life
But
whatever happens
Those memories of thee will never fade away and
I will never forget those great happenings in my life,
Because
I have ordered my brain
To give more importance to you than
anything
Including myself in my life……..
The
Sky Is Always Left Open
I
am going on the path, which I want
And who are you to say me
don’t
I will never care what you say
Because I am on my way
I may fail, yet the chances of my victory doesn’t lessen
Because every time it teaches me a lesson
You never think I
will never win
Even if I doesn’t to me it matters none
You
think I lost as every chance were missed
But I think I won as
every chance were tried
You never underestimate my hope
Because
it is beyond your scope
Hey remember you, the great bully
To
me Dont do anything silly
because if i show myself fully
then
you have to shut yourself in the room dully
You ask me to
taste the death
Because I don’t deserve to live on earth
whenever i fail, with full of anger you say this often
i dont
care, as for me the sky is always left open?
Waiting
for So Long...
I
was just sitting in the railway station
All the trains comes and
leaves
Everyone around me wonders
Why I was not taking any of
the trains
Because they think I was waiting for some train
But
I was actually waiting for you…
What
Is Love
Whenever
you are near with me
I found my heart hanging around you
Whenever you are not near with me
I found my heart missing
somewhere
Is this love I don’t think so
Whenever you speak
something
I feel as there was nothing inside my ribcage
Yet
weighing so much
Is this love I don’t think so
Whenever
your gaze falls
I realise I become selectively blind
That
only I could see you nothing other
And sometimes it becomes hard
for me to breath
Is this love I don’t think so
Whenever I
think of you
I am confused that whether I am dreaming a life
Or
living for a dream
Is this love, of course, yes it is…
What
Shall I Give You in Return
You
gave me birth, you gave me breath,
You gave me the world, you
gave me everything,
You gave me myself,
For all the things
you gave,
What shall I give you in return?
If everything that
I have is given by you,
I owe you everything including me, but
All I can able to give is the love in return
But I could
never be able to return even that fully, because
If you had given
me the droplets of love, like the earth
I would have returned it
as the rain, like the sky
But you my mother all you gave me is
the ocean of love.
(July 2011)
When
I Saw YOu For The First Time
when
i saw you for the first time
your gaze took my soul and you
became my life
though i breath i do not live so
give my life
back or take my breath...
You
Hate Me, I Hate Myself
I
like all the things which you like
I love all the ones who loves
you
I love all the ones whom you love
I hate all the things
which you hate
I hate all the ones who hates you
I hate all
the ones whom you hate
I knew you hate me, so
I should hate
myself for being hated by you….but
I could not because there is
still some part in myself
Loving so dearly even when it is aware
that you don’t…
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