UnAnswered Prayers
by Kennie Kayoz
Copyright 2011 Coyotes Publishing
Smashwords Edition
This is a
short release from Coyotes Publishing done up by the founder/owner
Kennie... This is also the first new release in almost a year's
time..
The reason for it being called Unanswered Prayers is
because Kennie has prayed for these things for sometime now and they
haven't came true and he's ask God “Why ?” Since he can't deal
with it anymore.
- Kennie -
Also feel
free to check out my site:
http://coyotespublishing.vze.com
This site will have links to all my other sites as they become ready.
Unanswered Prayer
Dead God, my birthday is less than 24 hours away.
For it I
ask not to wake up in this hell hole.
Just take my spirit and pull
it away from it all.
Put me in a better place lord.
A place I know I won't get bitched at.
A place I know I won't be yelled at.
But I know
this is too much to ask.
Perhaps it's too much for one to grasp.
I know I'm stuck here.
I don't know why.
Please lord, if your up there give me a sign.
- Kennie -
Can This Be My Last
Can
tomorrow be my last day.
Please just take me away.
I no longer wish to be apart.
Of this so called family that fell apart.
Nobody shows me love.
They just turn me away with a shove.
Bitch & Crab when I can't read minds.
Thinkin things are clear like street signs.
Why didn't you give me the word to end it.
You know the word so why not send it.
Send it down to me.
Just me the spirit be free.
Hopefully
I'll be happy after.
Perhaps happiness isn't for me.
Why didn't I do it myself like I planned.
- Kennie -
Just Snap Your Fingers
Just make things quick & painless.
That's the way I want them
I no longer wish to be here anymore.
Remove my existence.
Like pushin a delete button on a keyboard.
I'm nothin more htan wasted space.
A useless, ugly wasted body.
The one who should have been gone years ago.
Why didn't you take me & leave my Dad.
He would have been better off to stay.
I would have been better off to go.
Pleas just snap your fingers & take me away.
-
Kennie -
Why Do I
Look Up
Why do I look up to see if your there.
I never feel like your up there watching.
Trying to make my life better.
I feel like it's constantly getting dumped on.
Is that why I'm here to have all that done to me.
If that's the case then tell me so I can take myself away.
So I don't have to be here.
As I'm sure purgatory would be better.
I doubt I'd be missed much.
Nothin that wouldn't vanish with moments.
Let her win money & please take me away.
She
deserves better than me.
I don't deserve someone as good as her.
- Kennie -