The Vampire’s Tits
German Alcala
Published by German Alcala at Smashwords
Copyright 2010 German Alcala
WARNING TO THE READER
SERIOUSLY, READ THIS PART:
Thank you for opening this book whether it may be on an eBook Reader or through other means. Before you read further however, I must warn you of the strong language and subject matter written about in this poetry collection. There is no sense of censorship in this poetry. Through a range of subjects I cannot stress enough that if you do not have a strong stomach to not read this poetry. I cannot stress enough that this collection is meant to be read by stable adults and those who have strong minds for violence and the matters that lay out in this book.
Mental anguish is most probably going to ensue if you do not have the mentality to handle the subjects in this book. Should you have doubts, but read the collection despite the doubts please understand that you have been warned, and suing me for Mental Anguish or any damage that this writing does to you won’t work out, because you are being warned, and I don’t have anything worth suing for, so that’s that. I’m not paying for therapy sessions, and I’m not going to hold your hand and tell you that the subjects in this book are based off of fiction…
To those of you who decide to read this collection despite the warning and understanding that the subjects in this book are both mature and disturbing, thank you for taking the time to read these poems. I hope that you enjoy the writing and the writing style.
I should also mention that this is book 2 in the Tits Trilogy, so if you liked these poems go to Google, Smashwords.com, or to the eBook distributor you obtained this book from and get a copy of the first book in the trilogy The Witch’s Tits, and don’t forget to go back to wherever you got this and leave a review telling me what you thought!
Prepare Your Mind To Whisk
And Have Peace Be Mourned
Continue At Your Own Risk
For You Have Been Warned
-German Alcala
The Vampire’s Tits
Poem Listing
1
The Vampire’s Tits
Here in my lair of the cold and grime of death
Don’t be weary of those who have no breathe
Come to the throne to visit she who has power
Climb to the top of the Transylvanian Tower
Put her breasts into your handsome curios face
She’ll give you what will leave you with a trace
Behind her throne are the winding stairs to go
She’ll take your hand and give you the show
Climb the stairs up through the tower and then
Then throw yourself off the roof and into a fen
Take a deep breath and experience all of this
Keep your head high to feel all of life’s bliss
Plunge your face deep now into a vampire’s tits!
Take a deep breath, baby, you first I’ll follow suit
Into where you’re like a piece of trash to a brute
Here you have no idea what is right or what wrong
Just remember to keep a face high and look strong
Once you’re thrown off your guard and stabbed
Clear your throat of the garbage it has grabbed
Keep strong, baby, this isn’t any form of bliss
You were lied to and momma won’t give a kiss
So, get your shit together
Now plunge your face into The Vampire’s Tits
2
Take My Soul
Do you see what I see? A world full of dishonesty
Do you hear what I hear? A victim of police brutality
Do you love what I love? The smell of abuse and pain
Do you do what I do? Laugh to see the world insane
Do you smell what I smell? The victim’s dry blood
Do you believe what I believe? There is no God
Look at me; now tell me what do you see?
What do you see when you look at me?
Observe my skin so white and so clean
Observe my teeth so clean and so mean
Appreciate the beauty of my young face
For devils will take hold and leave a trace
When the world’s posions turn my brain into trash
When my bitterness comes out you’ll begin to thrash
When I gruesomely kill you from under me I will laugh
When the preist’s quiet angry praying fails I will laugh
When my screams in the night make dogs howl I’ll smile
When I commit murder, I will admit it, and win the trail
The good lord has obviously forgotten I exist
So to temptation and evil I will no longer resist
I draw verses from the Satanic Bible in blood
Take my soul, Satan, I say you really should
Spilling my blood to make me lose all of my control
Suddenly my bones find new ways to twist and roll
Papito Satanás, tócame y mándame a lo mas obsceno
Quiero respirar despacio, y después echar un grito!
Daddy Satan, touch me and make me do the obscene
I want to breathe slowly, and then give a scream!
Take my soul as yours and do away with my moral
Take my soul as yours and undo my status as mortal
Make me finally feel all of world’s pains and poison
Make me lose any voice in my mind of good reason
Humping the mud feeling all of your strength
I realize why my life was given such a length
“You live to preach of sin and of love
to preach that there is nothing above”
Take my soul, and make me bleed through my skin
Take my soul, and baptize it in the lava of Hell and Sin
Take my soul, and turn me into a dark creature for you
Take my soul, and make me invincible to feeling blue
Take my soul, and rape the innocence left in my being
Take my soul, and rejoice in its torturous screaming
I want to be placed on the floor crying uncontrollably
I want to slide the blade on my skin to die dishonorably
I want to writhe on the floor screaming in tongues for you
I want to be possessed and made to do all of your Evil Do
I want to use my blood to draw out the face of God
I want to be buried in a coffin made of Jesus’ Cross’ wood
Si, dios mio, yo si queiro tu hijo en el infierno con migo
Yo tambian soy tu hijo y tu voluntad fue hacer me mendigo
Yes, my god, I do want your son to go to hell with me
For I too am your son, but you made me give plea
So, my plea is for Jeses Christ to go with me to hell
For I too am your son, but you allowed me to fail
Take my soul, and allow me freedom that God didn’t
Take my soul, and allow me to do everything forbidden
Take my soul, and take all of my emotions from me
Take my soul, and give me a whole new world to see
Take my soul, or I’ll hate my life and give it to a gang
Take my life, or I’ll point a gun to myself and… bang
3
Call Me Baby
My hands slide down your neck
I’m such a fucking train wreck
Now that you use that neck to say
That you don’t love me “Go away”
I hate to hear all these hurtful words
“Too bad, so sad” chirp nearby birds
Let me kiss you just one last time
Before you send me down to grime
Don’t push me away or scream at me
If you push me away you won’t be
You’ll want to die at the very thought
I’m so cool, now will you get me? Not.
Call me baby while you can, because I love you
But I won’t be put down by you when I’m blue
Call me baby in the winter or when you can
Thinking of you… from other boys I ran
I would have ran anyway, because it’s dumb
I never liked the idea of being a boyfriend’s one
When out of my life you appeared in your beauty
I became short of breathe, so romantic, and fruity
The only person I have ever wanted and ever will
You should call me baby if I really love you still
If you don’t want me; then I’m taking off, boy
You’ll realize that you lost a truly precious toy
Call me baby while everything around you decays
Let me love you under the bitter sun’s cruel rays
Call me baby for the sake of being loving and happy
I could’ve been here to help you stop feeling crappy
Not just a simple friend. Somebody to take the grind
A person to help you to not leave your heart behind
Oh, why do I waste my time? You won’t listen
So, here next to you my tears shine and glisten
I’m not stupid, but I’ll act it just like you did
I’ll take some of this shit so that emotion can rid
Drink alcohol for the first time in my life
Perhaps I’ll get drunk enough to use a knife
Kill myself quickly, or die of alcohol poisoning
For now my world might as well stop turning
When I called you baby I had a reason to stay
Now I’m begging the cruel God to take me away
And if none of this lands me in an early grave
Then to a nonexistent God I won’t be a slave
4
No Son Of Mine
I took the covers and I plunged the knife in deep
He grunted and I began to gut my son in his sleep
His blood was shining red it was dark like his soul
I know that to save his soul he had to pay a toll
He thrashed in his bed still alive as I did the act
His screams were the only way he knew to react
My wife would discover his bed empty in while
She would have to keep my secret to avoid trail
The world will never know that he had to die
“He ran away from us” I would have to soon lie
I do this now because I loved my only son
I do this now because in his sleep he can’t run
Blame the internet for his death and my shame
A picture on his profile is the one that has blame
He and another boy his age in a deep embrace
If he is allowed life he will be my only disgrace
I killed the boy the other day at the school
I knocked him out and threw him into a pool
All I was doing was protecting my child and name
All I was doing was shielding my family from shame
For no son of mine will be what I wanted to be
How I wish my father had noticed it to kill me
Now I live with this burning secret in my life
However, my son will know the mercy of my knife
5
Drown It Out
I have been abandoned so many times in life
So many times I have consider my own knife
Dying would be the only way to end my strife
Please, do not mock me anymore let me die
Please, do not let me continue to yell this cry
Tommy is merely five years old today
He’s too young to know whether he’s gay
All that Tommy was interested in was play
However, his older brother had a horny day
I doubt his brother did care, he wanted it
His brother did some really disgusting shit
Drown it out, little boy, drown it out
Forget all of your fears and the doubt
Let the bad memories go and suffocate
Drown it out before you fill with hate
Drink deep from the bottle you stole
Let it drown out all the pain in your soul
I’d rather drink and kill myself so slow
Then live with this and in shame grow
I’d rather rot myself from the inside
Then live with something new to hide
Let it drown and take me away with it
I wish to go with the memory of shit
I hope to get so drunk I’ll break my neck
What will my brother do to me next?
There was once a boy named Bill
Who never thought people could kill
But low and behold his mother died
Who did the crime? It was his dad
He took a gun out in front of his son
And shot his wife before she could run
Little Bill so young and sweet saw it all
Seeing it made him begin to fall
His knees buckled as his dad drove off
Bill made no sound not even a cough
The police came soon to all the screams
They took Bill off to a place of dreams
In an orphanage like a piece of meat
Talking to couple’s who can’t get in heat
Every time he tried to sleep he saw it
He saw his mother hit by that bullet
He saw everything playing from that day
No matter his wish. It continued to play
Drown out all the memories and traumas
Drown from your sweet mind all the dramas
Let sorrows drown down under the surface
In a sea of alcohol drown the mental trace
Allow yourself to forget about the pain
Before the trauma of life drives you insane
6
Bite Down Hard
“Bite down hard, and you’ll be free
moan, grunt, and scream for me”
I have no options I’m trapped
Now she has me tightly strapped
There’s only one thing to do here
Stay alive through the heated fear
How I wish she would drop dead
And let go of my young dick’s head
There so much I’m losing here now
My innocence goes as I moo like a cow
Her sweat glistens in the dim light
She’s too strong, and I can’t fight
“Bite down hard, little slut boy
you’re nothing but a little toy”
Her nails dig into the back of my neck
She growls as I sense an end to this treck
She orgasms and I begin to cry
All I wish now is for me to die
She growls and reaches around my head
As she twists my neck I feel no dread
After a life of so much trash
I’m glad she acts now so rash
“Bite down hard, as I slowly twist
your neck will soon crack. Don’t resist”
7
Córtame Ya
I stand alone in this harsh cold and dark
You swing your sweet hand to only mark
The tears are slowly slipping down my face
On your conscious this won’t leave a trace
I feel like a broken person now so average
You treat me with the courtesy of a savage
So, cut me already. Scared? What are you waiting on?
Tell me I’m nothing but trash to you, I’ll be long gone
Córtame ya, nino. Que te da miedo? Para que esperar?
Dime que para ti yo soy nada. Nunca voy a regresar
I loved you, and still do, cut me away already
Cut into me then rip my heart out so savagely
Como un rey poderoso de los aztecas, córtame
Acércate a mí y, muchas palabras de odio, dime
Like a powerful Aztec King cut into me
Come close and whisper to me hatefully
Carve out my heart; let it pump in your hand
Then my scream will resound through the land
How I loved you and kept devoted to you
Now you yell at me, your face now so blue
I don’t want to see this; I don’t want to stop loving
I don’t want you to hate me, because I’m dying
So, cut into me and take my princess heart
No longer do I want to feel my young heart
Córtame ya, córtame, por favor ya mátame
Porque nunca en mi vida parare de amarte
Cut me now, cut me, please just kill me
Because in life I won’t stop loving thee
I don’t want to feel alive anymore
You were the only one I had to adore
So, cut into me already, and leave me
I’m the last person you want to see
Cut me already nothing holds you back
All I want in my chest is a hole so black
There’s nothing I want to feel
If you don’t feel the same on this
Córtame ya, odio juventud y estupidez
So, cut out my heart and end this mess
Cut me now, I hate youth and stupidity
Carve me like an Aztec King so savagely
I love you, but you just don’t love me
So cut this out of me, I don’t want to be
8
Behind The Poles
Those are some sexy bitches, huh?