WOMAN OF SIN
DEBRA DIAZ
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PROLOGUS, 29 AD
The streets of Rome seemed alive, twisting and writhing like some tortured serpent; its massive human coils swelled and clotted the narrow roads channeling into the forum like tributaries rushing toward the sea. The white draped figures of aristocrats mingled with the simpler garb of the plebeians… the covered litters of the wealthy vied for passage alongside vagrants and beggars. Some had to squint and put up their hands to shade their eyes against the dazzling whiteness of the buildings beneath the hot July sun, but their progress was little impeded. Market pavilions spilled over with more than the usual number of hawkers and their wares. A slave ship had recently made port, attracting the curious as well as those who had intentions of making a purchase.
It was a busy day in the busiest city of the world.
Rome’s progression from mud to marble had taken only a few centuries. Her little group of colonies spread along the Tiber River had sprouted into city-states; her rule had changed from chieftains to kings, to the semblance of a republic, to the present-day empire. She had more than survived; she had prospered. Secure in her military superiority, she became caught up in what she perceived to be her destiny—mistress of the world—and proceeded to fulfill it.
She was as majestic as she was malodorous, as splendid as she was squalid, as full of color and pageantry as she was white marble and dull rituals. Half of her population was composed of slaves, some of them men and women brought as captives from remote provinces. Others had been unwise in money matters and were forced to sell themselves until they could buy back their freedom. Some had been of such poor judgment as to be born to slaves…and there were the luckless ones who simply fell victim to the paranoia of those who ruled.
The first emperor, Augustus, had gone far toward healing the scars caused by the civil wars that preceded and followed the murder of Julius Caesar, that famed general who had conquered Gaul and ultimately destroyed the Republic. Augustus was an affable man and a brilliant administrator (though some said too strict and old-fashioned), and he had died much too soon. The people had been as fond of Augustus as they were baffled by his successor, Tiberius.
At first the stepson of Augustus had governed well. He guarded the borders and kept the frontiers safe from the barbarian hordes; he handled the finances with frugality; he vastly improved the highways and thus stimulated trade and commerce. But he was melancholy by nature and almost wholly indifferent to the games and amusements that were of vital interest to everyone else. Always reclusive, he had finally removed himself to the nearby island of Capri where he lived in a virtual, self-imposed state of exile.
Rumors abounded—of wild sexual orgies and an obsession with the afterlife. As the years passed he grew shorter of temper and slower of speech. He had never had any rapport with the public; it was said even Augustus despised him and had only named him as his successor due the machinations of his wife, Tiberius’ mother. He now all but ignored the Senate and often sent the dignitaries scurrying whenever they ventured to visit him at Capri.
Rome whispered that he was insane. She further whispered, a bit louder, that he ought to at least make a pretense of running the government—who was really in control, anyway? But, Rome didn’t long trouble herself. As long as there was food to eat, wine to drink, and races and gladiatorial contests to attend, life was good.
A few knew the answer as to who was in control, but there was nothing anyone could do about it. Aelius Sejanus, the emperor’s chief advisor, had played upon the fears and suspicions of the old man with amazing success. Sejanus craftily set about ridding Tiberius of all his critics … who usually happened to be critics of himself as well. Hundreds were executed or exiled, or sold into slavery. Even senators and their families were not immune.
Strangely, much of this internal discord resulted from the fact that it was a time of peace throughout most of the empire. Though struggles against Roman rule broke out on occasion, other countries recognized the wisdom of at least a temporary submission. And without wars to occupy his mind, Tiberius was free to wonder who might be plotting against him. Peace could find no place in the emperor’s soul, though he sought it with diligence. His thoughts turned often to religion. There were gods and goddesses to suit any disposition, but such tailor-made deities did little to earn the respect of men, especially the man who ruled the world.
Yet there was one, one that his own astrologers spoke of who would be called the king of all kings. They were vague as to his origin; the prophets of the Jews were more particular, perhaps because this man was to be born in their country, in Bethlehem of Judea. He would “shine like a light in darkness”, they said. He would be called the “prince of peace”, and “of the increase of his government and of peace there would be no end.” He would arrive “in the fullness of time.”
This unknown king struck a fear into the emperor that exceeded even his dread of assassination. There was to be something supernatural about this king, and Tiberius did not know how to fight him, or even how to recognize him. How was Rome to mass her armies against a prince of peace who was supposed to live forever?
Sejanus assured him that it was only superstition, that the Jews had always been “crying for a messiah.”
“If it were just a Jewish belief it would not concern me,” the emperor said testily. “The world’s most learned astrologers have seen his star in the heavens! And we know what that fool Herod did about it. Killed everybody else and let the one child get away. The one child, Aelius Sejanus, born in Bethlehem on the day in question and who, I have heard, was identified by some sort of otherworldly light that hovered directly above him.”
“Augustus gave no credence to those Arabian stargazers,” Sejanus said calmly. “He allowed none of it to be officially recorded, even Herod’s little tantrum. Besides, what are a few Jewish infants? It was nothing.”
“Augustus didn’t record it because it reflected poorly on him,” grumbled Tiberius. “The Arabians and the child escaped. Not to mention he had a lunatic ruling Palestine. But, it is enough for me that Herod took it seriously. If there was one thing he knew how to do, it was to hold onto his throne! He obviously believed the child to be a threat.”
“But as you say, Herod was a madman. Brilliant in some ways we must admit, but mad at the end.”
The emperor glared. “It’s been thirty years. The child is a man now. And my astrologers tell me the sign of a coming king is still there, written in the stars.”
“It is your own star they have seen!” proclaimed Sejanus. “You are the greatest of all kings, the greatest of all gods!”
Tiberius told his chief counselor to go and take a bounding leap into the Tiber. Sejanus chose not to heed the advice but prudently removed himself from the emperor’s presence, while that one dourly resumed contemplating how to defeat his future rival.
As for Rome, she eagerly set forth on a most exciting day — an auction in the morning and races in the afternoon…
CHAPTER I
Within the tent Alysia stood dazed and silent, her face set in lines that gave little hint of the emotions surging beneath it. Outrage wrestled with utter disbelief. This was a nightmare from which she couldn’t seem to awaken. Slow-moving scenes played over and over in her mind, shrouded in the fog of horror: her father taken away, the slave ship, the gradual realization that her life, as she had always known it, was over.
Frantic activity surrounded her as other female slaves, skilled in the arts of fashion and hairdressing, prepared these for public sale. Her clothes had been snatched away but she stood straight and perfectly still, not cowering and crying as some of the others were. She was too dazed to cry, too humiliated to even acknowledge those who came and looked, whispered together, and left. From the noise that assaulted her ears there must be hundreds in the crowd outside. A man’s sweating face appeared at the edge of the curtained alcove in which she stood.
“Are they ready?” he barked impatiently, a glint appearing in his eyes as he thought of the hefty profit he would make this day. Some of these women possessed beauty and grace; others had a look that bespoke of a lifetime of hard work and discipline. Each, in her own way, would serve her master well.
“Almost,” replied one of the hired women. “You haven’t told us, Felix, which ones to send out.”
The slave merchant stepped into the alcove. He was bald and wore a dull white toga. His gaze roamed over the naked bodies, then he pointed at Alysia. “That one. The red gown.”
Someone thrust a freshly laundered garment into her arms. Alysia hurriedly put it on. Its cut was close and clinging, with the left side drawn up and draped over her shoulder, leaving the other shoulder bare. Another woman stepped forward and rubbed rouge onto her face and lips, then arranged her long, softly curling black hair to sweep over the bare shoulder.
“You are to be in the private sale,” the woman said, giving her a slight push. Alysia and two other slaves were ushered through a rear opening and guided through a maze of tents to a huge, canopy-covered platform surrounded by a high wooden fence. On the platform, separated from the spectators by a long, heavy curtain, stood a dozen or so women ranging from about thirteen to twenty years of age. Even the private auction, open only to the wealthiest citizens, would be held outdoors today because of the fine weather and the unusually large number of potential buyers.
Alysia had thought, in those first unbelievable days, that she must be in the grip of some strange and powerful hallucination. Could it have been only a month ago she’d been in Athens, in her own home—spacious and comfortable, filled with fine furniture, employing half a dozen loyal and indulged servants? She couldn’t remember now what she’d been doing when the soldiers came to the door, speaking in a crude mixture of Latin and Greek that she could barely understand. Her father had joined her. She heard the word “treason”, and gradually began to understand they were accusing her father, a physician, of aiding a wounded revolutionary. He did not deny it and had gone with them quietly, saying to his daughter with dignity and ominous finality, “The gods have mercy on you, my child.”
Bewildered, Alysia followed him to the door, calling after him. Then two more soldiers appeared and dragged her outside, thrusting her ruthlessly into a horse drawn wagon covered with wood siding and a leather roof. A tiny window allowed for ventilation. She was allowed to take none of her belongings—what became of them, and of her house, she never knew. Probably the entire estate was sold and the money placed in the imperial treasury, a treasury now bloated with the assets of “traitors”.
The short, bumpy ride ended at the harbor, where a Roman ship rocked and creaked upon the swells of the Aegean Sea. Two brawny arms lowered her into the dark hold of the ship. Thin rays of light showed through the planking above her head. She was not alone. The compartment reeked of close-packed bodies, human waste, and the results of violent seasickness.
Even then she couldn’t believe it. A mistake had been made, and soon some official would appear to claim her and to beg her pardon. She could not be on a stinking slave ship bound for Rome with these—these criminals! She was the only child of the most sought-after physician in Athens. She had done nothing wrong!
By the time the ship made port at Ostia she was half-starved and covered with filth. Stunned and blinking in the sunlight, the slaves were herded out from the bowels of the ship and transported in wagons—these were completely covered in leather with only a slit for a window—to a building somewhere in the depths of the city. For three days they were fed and groomed for the sale. The same wagons took them to the Forum where a long row of gaudily colored tents had been hastily assembled. Alysia had wished for a storm, or an earthquake, or some other catastrophic event—but the sun rose on Friday as surely as it had risen since time began.
After she and the other two women had climbed the steps of the platform, a small, wiry man came forward and directed the slaves to form into a line. A woman waited for them with a bucketful of white chalk which she began pouring over their feet, marking them as imported goods ready to be sold. Beyond the curtain, the slave merchant’s voice rumbled out the attributes of the first young woman, who had looked as though she were about to swoon.
“From Sparta comes this pretty damsel! An innkeeper’s daughter, she knows well the art of serving…”
Alysia tried to draw a deep breath. She heard men’s voices calling out bids; a drunken voice demanded a closer view. Someone behind her gibbered a hasty prayer to the gods. Another young girl was wailing over the loss of her amulet, a bit of papyrus on which was written a charm to protect her from sickness. Alysia heard a distinct slap and the girl was silent. She had never believed in amulets or magic, and she no longer believed in the gods…for she had beseeched them to save her and they had not listened.
“This is a dream,” she told herself, closing her eyes for a moment. “I will wake up and it will have been—just a dream.”
Then someone shoved her forward into stabbing sunlight. The front of the platform faced the back of a building, so that no one could view the sale but those prosperous looking Romans within the ground-level enclosure.
“A beauty from Athens,” Felix called loudly, consulting a roll of papyrus he held in his hands. “A virgin, cultured and educated in all the womanly virtues, what will you bid for this daughter of a Greek physician? No ordinary physician, but one of great learning and repute!”
Raucous voices belonging to faceless bodies answered, calling out bids. Alysia felt something touch her leg and looked down from the platform to see a man fumbling at the hem of her gown. When she tried to pull away, the cloth parted with a loud ripping sound. The man gave a high-pitched chortle and grabbed the gown again, deliberately tearing it to above her knee.
Without thinking, Alysia placed one bare foot against the man’s head and sent him toppling backward, leaving the white print of her foot upon his forehead. His comrades surrounded him and tried to hold him up, some stifling their laughter and some guffawing unashamedly. Other, more sedate looking men, merely frowned at the spectacle.
The slave merchant came toward her in a fury. “You fool! He is the son of a senator!” He drew back his hand to strike her.
A commanding voice called out over the laughter: “Cease!”
The man whirled, his hand upraised. A Roman soldier had approached the side of the platform, just outside the fence. He sat tall upon a magnificent dark gray horse, his tawny hair ruffled with the breeze. He returned Alysia’s defiant stare with indifference, then fixed his eyes on the merchant.
“Since when, Felix, have you felt the need to beat your slaves into submission?”
“Legate!” Felix began to sputter. “I—you do not understand! She has assaulted the son of Senator Eustacius!”
The soldier regarded the wronged party with an expression of wry amusement mixed with contempt. The oaf rocked dizzily back and forth and seemed to have trouble focusing his eyes…much to the entertainment of his comrades, who howled with laughter and clapped him heartily on the back.
“I doubt that our friend Magnus will remember the incident by nightfall,” the legate said smoothly. He spoke suddenly to Alysia.
“What is your name?”
The very sight of his uniform was enough to curdle her blood with rage. For a moment she wished she could hurl some insult at him as well, but she had no doubt Felix would strike her to the ground if she did so. She lifted her chin and murmured her name.
“What did you say?” he persisted, speaking in perfect Greek.
She tightened her jaw and repeated it, loud and clear over the clamor. His eyes swept over her and he glanced at Felix. “How much?”
“The last bid was two thousand denarii, sir.”
“I will give you four thousand if you will stop the bidding.”
Felix, reflecting briefly that this woman meant trouble and he would do well to be rid of her at the first opportunity, promptly affected an air of obsequiousness. “Sir, would you like to take her inside one of the tents for a closer inspection?”
Alysia’s stomach tightened into a hideous knot as she waited for his reply. Again the soldier’s gaze swept her, and she heard him say, “That will not be necessary.”
“Sold to the Legate Paulus Valerius Maximus for four thousand denarri!”
“What is your age?” Again the piercing blue eyes turned to Alysia.
She had to force herself to answer him. “I am eighteen years, my lord.”
“My sister is in need of a maid. She is your own age and recently lost a slave to illness. I’ll send a litter for you—no doubt you are weak and not able to walk very far. When you arrive at the house ask for Calista, the housekeeper. Tell her that I have purchased you for my sister. Do you understand?”
She managed a demure, “Yes, my lord,” as he inscribed his name on a sheet of papyrus brought out to him by one of Felix’s assistants.
He sat looking at her from the great height of his horse. He seemed to be assessing her, looking beyond her face and form into her mind, a man accustomed to learning the attributes of those beneath him. She refused to look away, and knew he could see her resentment, the tears of anger in her eyes. Then he inclined his head and turned the horse, disappearing as unceremoniously as he had appeared.
Alysia was shaking as she turned to walk behind the thick curtain, relieved that this part of her ordeal was over…and yet apprehensive about what was still to come. She wondered what this man’s sister would be like, for she had a feeling that he, at least, was a person of considerable importance.
* * * *
Paulus Valerius made his way with as much patience as he could muster through the masses thronging the forum. Most people took one look at his uniform and scurried out of his way. The street was hot and smelly and he fervently wished himself elsewhere. He became aware that someone on foot had caught up with him and was keeping pace with his horse—an acquaintance of his, a lawyer named Tacitus.
“What have you done, Paulus?” the lawyer said, with a knowing smile. “Too much spirit for a slave. I haven’t laughed so hard since that grandnephew of Tiberius’ was posturing about at the theater and fell backwards off the stage. You could just see his boots sticking up—gave a whole new meaning to his nickname! A pity it didn’t break his—well, never mind. Tell me, Legate, how are you going to tame so wild a creature?”
“She belongs to my sister, and so I leave the taming to her,” Paulus answered lightly, though he felt a jab of uneasiness he didn’t show as he considered what the slave had done. Magnus was an idiot but his father had considerable influence. Not that Paulus’ own position didn’t carry as much authority—but there could still be trouble.
Tacitus seemed to follow his thoughts. “I wouldn’t worry. After all, you are the city prefect.” He added slyly. “At the moment.”
Paulus’ mouth quirked good-naturedly; it was a truth he’d come to terms with and was prepared to accept—for a season. The route he had traveled to arrive at his current position had not been the route of his choosing, and the story behind it was almost as complex and convoluted as the history of Rome.
It was common to begin one’s career with military service, though it was usually a superficial form of service and only lasted until the man could gain a civilian position and begin to work his way up the political ladder. But Paulus actually liked the army. After spending a year as quaestor, during which he had many administrative duties that he found boring—not to mention constant exposure to the “give and take” practices inherent in politics which he found reprehensible—Paulus asked permission of the Senate to be allowed to return to the army and stay there.
The Senate did not recall ever having been accosted by a man who had so little ambition as to prefer the battlefield over politics, and referred the matter to Tiberius. It so happened that, for several reasons, Tiberius held Paulus in great favor: first, Paulus’ mother was a good friend of Vipsania’s, the emperor’s first wife whom he’d been forced to divorce in order to make a more politically advantageous union with Augustus’ daughter, Julia (who had later, in fact, been banished from Rome by her own father for gross immorality); second, Paulus’ late father had been a close advisor to Augustus and an esteemed member of the Senate—things that once upon a time Tiberius had respected; and third, Paulus had once saved the emperor’s life.
It was during one of Tiberius’ rare public appearances before his “retirement” to Capri, aimed to dispel rumors of his demise. Paulus had been appointed to oversee his personal bodyguards and during the procession observed a would-be assassin aiming an arrow at the oblivious and scowling sovereign. Acting swiftly, he managed to pull Tiberius out of his sedan just as the arrow thudded deeply into the chair’s back. After his initial fright, the emperor was overwrought with gratitude.
Paulus’ request to return to the army was granted. (His father, incidentally, could never understand his son’s lack of interest in politics, and on the day he died had not recovered from his intense disappointment.) Paulus already had an outstanding military record, and now, to the chagrin of Aelius Sejanus, he began to exceed it.
As a junior officer in one of the African provinces he distinguished himself during a minor revolt by taking over for one of the legates, who lost control of his bowels when he saw the painted warriors whooping in savage fury toward his ill-prepared troops; the horrified commander ran into a clump of bushes and paid a heavy toll for his moment of evisceration when a Numidian spear impaled his brain. The other officers were shouting in helpless terror when Paulus rallied the men and succeeded in driving the insurgents back, until the general and fresh troops arrived.
He didn’t know himself where his courage and recklessness came from; he only knew that he felt doubly alive on the battlefield, that all his senses quickened, that he could think clearly when many others could not, and that in the midst of mortal combat his sword became like an extension of his own body.
Although Aelius Sejanus expended mighty efforts to prevent it, Paulus’ successes again came to the attention of the emperor. Tiberius appointed him to the rank of legate and he was sent to quell rebellions in imperial provinces from Hispania to Palestine. His excellent use of strategy and his moderate treatment of the vanquished earned him a reputation that any general with political ambition would give his right arm to possess.
It was at that point that Sejanus planted his large, splayed foot and permitted Paulus to go no further. The legate must not be advanced in rank; to do so, he told Tiberius with great solemnity, would be to invite disaster. Paulus made it no secret that he favored the Republic. If, with his great popularity, he decided to march on Rome and overthrow the monarchy, he might actually be successful. (No doubt many members of the Senate would think that an excellent idea, but of course none would have the courage to say so.) Sejanus could not easily dispose of the man when he was currently in the emperor’s favor—currently, because Tiberius did not long remain enamored of anyone. But until Paulus did something to displease him, Sejanus would have to bide his time.
He managed to convince Tiberius that the legate should be kept in Rome where Sejanus could watch him. Tiberius saw the wisdom of this but wanted Paulus to be able to choose his new position, and offered him everything from second prefect of the Praetorian Guard to the governing of a province. Paulus refused them all and asserted as tactfully as he could that he did not wish to be involved in politics, wondering if and when Tiberius would lose patience and either force some position on him or chop off his head.
At last Tiberius decided to make him prefect of engineers. Paulus had studied engineering before his marriage. His immediate improvements to the roads and bridges, as well as some inventive planning that eased the congestion on the Tiber River, infuriated Sejanus. He hinted to the emperor that Paulus was opening a way for rebel factions to get inside Rome.
Tiberius scoffed at the idea, but after a few months of brooding on the matter allowed Sejanus to remove him from the office. “Put him over the police brigade,” Tiberius ordered glumly. “Temporarily of course. He ranks too high for it to be a permanent position. That will keep him too busy to think about anything else.”
“But the city prefect—” Sejanus began.
“Has enough to do without the police brigade!”
“Well, at least it will keep him in Rome,” Sejanus replied. “No traveling about looking for opportunities to oppose you, Caesar.”
“As you say,” Tiberius grumbled. “And I hope that is all I will hear from you about Paulus Valerius Maximus.” He said the full name slyly because he knew Paulus’ nickname, meaning greatest, irritated his chief counselor; indeed, the army always referred to the legate as “Maximus”.
Sejanus was quiet, until the crime rate dropped significantly and there was order even in the poorest and most dangerous sections of the city. He waited until he knew Tiberius had one of his severe headaches and would be less likely to argue. “Caesar, the legate Paulus Valerius must be removed from his appointment. There are over four thousand men now in the police brigade. My spies say he meets with them regularly and has an unusual control over them.”
But Sejanus had misjudged the emperor’s mood.
“Of course he has control over them, idiot! He is their commander. In fact, I want you to make him prefect of the city. I know he didn’t want that position but there are some things that need fixing.”
Sejanus was horror-struck. “Sir, he will not accept such a political—“
“I am telling you for the last time to hold your tongue or I will take great pleasure in pulling it out with my garden shears. I have never had any reason to suspect Paulus Valerius of any misdoing! He saved my life and has served Rome well. You are jealous of him, Aelius Sejanus. You should be. If he were more a cutthroat I would give him your position. I fear he is too honest to be of much use to me.”
Sejanus fumed but did as he was told. Paulus then had oversight of not only the police brigade but stores, banks, theaters, and even some authority over the courts. He didn’t like his new appointment; it involved too much intercourse with politicians. Sejanus’ schemes had amused him for a while, but now Paulus was ready to return to his legion. Even though Tiberius had allowed him to retain his position and he still wore the uniform of a legate, it wasn’t the same as being in the field—and away from Rome. Some day soon he would have a talk with the emperor.
“But as I was saying,” Tacitus went on, squinting up at the legate, “your stepbrother will no doubt have something to say about this slave’s assault on Magnus. You know, I suppose, that they are close friends.”
“Lucius’ friendships are no concern of mine,” Paulus said, becoming impatient with the conversation. “The girl will be disciplined for what she did to Magnus Eustacius. Although, I am tempted to reward her.”
Paulus stopped his horse for a moment and looked straight at the lawyer. “You can pass that around in your circles, Tacitus. I won’t hear any complaints on the matter. Good day to you.”
Tacitus watched as the legate urged his horse forward and noticed how a passing group of soldiers stopped to salute and respectfully wait for him to pass. The lawyer hitched up his toga and had a fleeting thought that, for whatever reason Sejanus feared Paulus and kept moving him about like a pawn in some sort of game, it was probably wise to do so.
CHAPTER II
Even had she managed to concoct some plan of escape, it would have been impossible under the steely gaze of the two men who carried the heavily curtained litter. They wore tunics rather than uniforms; Alysia didn’t know if they were soldiers or part of the police brigade, or even slaves. Within, she sat on a hard cushion and braced herself against the constant jostling. It was hot; she pushed back a corner of the curtain and a welcome breeze rushed in to cool her, swirling her gown and hair.
It seemed to take a long time; she heard the sounds of people rushing past, women talking, men yelling, dogs barking, the slap of sandaled feet against the fitted stones of the pavement—all the noise of city traffic. She could tell when they began ascending a hill. Peeking past the curtain she saw a long, tree-lined road, at the end of which stood a large house of brick and stucco with a red-tiled roof.
She felt the men lower the litter to the ground. The curtain opened, but no one extended a hand to help her. Alysia got stiffly to her feet and glared at the men, but they only stared stoically back at her. Not wanting them to see how anxious she was, she didn’t hesitate but made her way to the small portico, with stone steps and four stone pillars. She was about to knock on the door when it opened unexpectedly. A man looked down at her in surprise, tall and swarthy with curly black hair and dark eyes that, in spite of his surprise, managed to convey a look of perpetual boredom.
As he noticed her attire one eyebrow went up and a subtle smirk touched his handsome mouth. “What have we here?” he drawled, his eyes lazily taking in everything from her bare, chalk-whitened feet to her wind-tossed hair. She stood uncertainly and wondered how she was to address him, noticing that he wore the uniform of a military tribune.
“I have just been purchased by the legate for his sister. I am to see Calista.”
“Ah,” he said, without moving. “The new slave. Slaves use the side entrance.”
She raised her chin and was about to turn when he gave a low laugh. “Wait. Just this once, we shall make an exception.”
Still, he made no move to allow her to pass. Did he expect her to squeeze past him? Well, he could stand there staring all day as far as she was concerned. She was in no hurry! In fact, she would rather seek the other entrance, and was about to do so when a horse trotted up the drive. She turned to see the legate dismount easily, handing the reins to a slave. Alysia sensed the man next to her stiffen and draw back.
“Hello, Paulus. I suppose you’ve come to look over your new—acquisition.”
The legate replied with a chill in his voice that did not escape Alysia. “I’ve come to instruct Calista about the disposition of the slave before Selena returns tomorrow.”
His words stabbed like a knife as the realization struck her that these men did not regard her as a person, but as a piece of property. She was the “acquisition”. She was “the slave”. They talked about her as if she weren’t there, as if she were a dumb animal!
“I’m glad you’re here, Lucius,” the legate was saying. “You can tell Magnus Eustacius to keep his head. She’s my sister’s property and he would do well to stay away.”
“What has Magnus to do with her?” the dark man asked.
“You’ll know soon enough. I don’t anticipate any trouble from old man Eustacius, but Magnus is a fool. Come with me, Alysia.”
Lucius was forced to step back as Paulus went through the doorway, leaving Alysia no choice but to follow him. “I suppose you mean an altercation of some sort. If she has insulted Magnus, the slave will have to answer for it,” he said, all traces of civility wiped from his face. “If you won’t see to it, Paulus—I will.”
The legate turned to look at the other man. Alysia stood between them, and in the pause that followed, knew that something passed between the two men…something ugly and almost frightening. Then Paulus gave a slight shrug and said, “I won’t tell you how to be a good tribune, Lucius—and don’t tell me how to be a good master.”
The scene froze for a moment, and then broke apart as the legate gestured for her to follow him. She tossed a glare over her shoulder at the scowling man as she hurried forward, and wondered at the look of unconcealed hatred on his face.
* * * *
“You’re pale,” the legate said unexpectedly. “Are you unwell?”
Alysia could only marvel that he would ask such a question. He must have some idea of what she had experienced in the past weeks, and yet he thought it strange that she didn’t look well! It was on the edge of her tongue to give him some bitingly sarcastic reply, but the truth was she did feel extremely tired and ill. However, she would die before saying so.
“I am perfectly well,” she answered, refusing to look at him.
He paused, and then continued leading the way through the door into a short hall, his footsteps ringing on the mosaic-tiled floor. The interior of the house was dim and cool. They entered the large atrium, its walls covered in frescoes and extending to a great height. Marble columns supported the roof, and its open center poured sunlight into the brightly colored, rectangular pool below. An artfully draped statue bent over the pool, holding a marble vase. Grecian urns and large potted plants, reposing on ornate pedestals, occupied every corner except the one with a little table bearing images of the household gods. Chairs of citrus wood, tables inlaid with ivory, alcoves from which peered statues and busts, all filled her vision in the moments it took to follow the legate across the atrium.
Other rooms were visible from here as well; all the curtains and latticed doors had been thrown open to allow the cooled air from the atrium to circulate throughout the house. From a turn of the passageway a petite, elegantly clad woman came toward them. Her stola flowed about her, accented by the brilliant jewels adorning her neck, wrists and ears. Her blonde hair was arranged with three rows of braids at the crown of her head, with the rest braided and piled on top, and it too was interspersed with jewels.
“Paulus, dear!” she exclaimed.
“Hello, Mother.” The legate bent to kiss the woman on the cheek.
Antonia Pulchra smiled at him with affection, and then glanced at Alysia, cutting her eyes back toward her son with a raised eyebrow. “Who is that?”
“Her name is Alysia. She’s Selena’s new handmaid.”
“Did you get her? Where is she from?”
He answered his mother’s questions while Alysia stood motionless, forgetting to feel resentful as a strange sensation of warmth began to spread over her body; her head began to swim and she took a deep breath. She hadn’t been able to eat much that morning, in spite of the fact that she’d been ravenously hungry for weeks.
Antonia looked sideways at the slave, privately judging her too thin and pale, though most slaves looked like that when they first arrived. But her eyes were exquisite, blue-violet in color and almost startling against the blackness of her hair. The girl’s face wouldn’t be considered perfect by Roman standards, for it was elliptical in shape and her features were slim and finely molded. Round and plump faces were the favored look these days. And generous noses were preferred over slim ones.
Antonia was nothing if not a woman of fashion. Since it wasn’t fashionable to remain unmarried, she had recently acquired her third husband, Decius Aquilinus, who had lost his own wife when a drunken slave drove her coach over a cliff. (Paulus’ father had died while giving a particularly heated address in the Senate, and Antonia’s second husband had languished with a lung ailment before dying six months ago.) She’d also acquired a stepson whom she did not like; he was a tribune and spent his days idling about and doing the gods knew what—she only knew he made much of his title and did little, if anything, to earn it. He’d been appointed by Sejanus and served in some sort of administrative role; oh dear, everything was so irregular these days!
She knew Paulus didn’t bother to hide his contempt for his stepbrother. Staff tribunes had little or no military experience but loved to strut about and give orders to their subordinates. Lucius was no exception; he wore the uniform of the military tribune and seemed to have some authority (also bestowed upon him by Sejanus) but it was ambiguous in nature and no one seemed to know how far it extended. Lucius contented himself by keeping the lower-ranking officers running hither and yon on various errands, and created an illusion of being much more experienced in military matters than he actually was; in reality, he had never seen a battle although he was extraordinarily gifted in the use of a sword…something he proved often in mock exhibitions of swordplay in the arena.
Lucius’ relationship with Antonia’s daughter, Selena, fared little better, for Selena bestowed no cordiality upon anyone who failed to admire her brother. It was an unhappy situation, to be sure, but Antonia had no idea what to do about it. She had simply shrugged mentally, turned her attention to her prize-winning gardens and frequent parties, and prayed to the gods to keep them all from killing each other.
Alysia knew the older woman was scrutinizing her, but she suddenly felt too sick to care. Without warning the room seemed to darken and the floor dropped away. The legate turned as she began to fall and instinctively reached out to catch her. Through the fog of semi-consciousness she heard the woman say, “Don’t touch her, Paulus—I hope she isn’t sickly …”
She was floating, the walls were gliding past her, and the legate’s hard leather cuirass was pressing uncomfortably into her side. Her arms dangled awkwardly but she refused to raise them to his shoulders. He didn’t look at her; he seemed almost angry about something. He easily climbed a short set of stairs, entered another room and lowered her onto a couch. She scrambled up and tried to get to her feet, but again the world seemed to reel and she stood swaying as he grabbed her and set her down again.
“I’m not going to hurt you,” he said impatiently. “Be still.”
Her eyes fell upon the knotted red sash that hung down the center of his cuirass; she stared at it as if hypnotized. She had no idea what to expect now—or what was expected of her.
“Master Paulus, your mother said you have need of me.”
A plump, elderly woman with tight curls all over her head stood in the doorway. She looked at Alysia and then moved toward her, clucking like a hen. “Oh, but that gown, my dear. We shall have to get you some clothes. The other maid’s things won’t fit you at all. She was much heavier in the—”
“Calista, may I have a word with you?”
The legate walked back to the door. Alysia’s eyes flitted over the room, noting the fine, colored panels of the walls, the rich wood of the chest, the bed with its linen covering, and the shadowed antechamber that would no doubt be hers. She sank back against the cushions of the couch, still half-believing this was a dream. Here she sat, in a strange land, in a strange house, no longer a person but the property of Romans.
Romans had taken her father. Romans had destroyed her life.
Calista scurried toward the legate, and though he spoke in low tones, Alysia could hear everything he said. His words didn’t leave her with any great feeling of reassurance.
“Give her something to eat. Let her rest until tomorrow.” He hesitated, and his eyes went over her in an absent, thoughtful way. “Above all, see that she is kept away from my stepbrother and his friends.”
* * * *
She woke abruptly, alarmed by the quiet solitude in the room. She wasn’t accustomed to quiet. She climbed out of the narrow bed and stood blinking in the tiny, almost dark room. Now she remembered; she’d eaten what Calista had brought her—bread and some kind of fish soup—and then she’d fallen asleep in the bedroom of her new owner, whom she had yet to meet. Someone (the legate?) must have carried her into this room and placed her on the bed.
Alysia peeked into the adjoining bedroom. No one was there. She moved lightly to the window and threw open the latticed shutters.
The late morning sun slanted through the window and she leaned far over the sill to take in the view. Because the house topped a steep hill, she thought she must be able to see half the city. Markets, temples, the red tile roofs of other mansions, aqueducts, trees and paved roads spread in all directions below. Looking toward her right, she could see the glint of the Tiber River, and there was a breathtaking view of the hills beyond. A narrow road, apparently for private use, ran almost directly beneath the window and appeared to connect with another house some distance away.
Rome wasn’t at all like Athens, she decided. Athens was a peaceful place, tranquil, lost in its memories of days gone by. There the agora was a place where men who had nothing better to do gathered to discuss the exploits of Pericles, the philosophies of Plato, Socrates, Aristotle. She had been to Corinth once, and it was like Rome—all noise and activity, overpopulated and abused. She’d disliked it intensely.
She stretched and was about to move away when she heard the clip-clop of a horse’s hooves on pavement. Looking downward, she saw the legate in full uniform, a dark red tunic over which he wore the leather kilt and cuirass. She’d always thought men of high rank wore white tunics with purple borders, but he seemed to prefer the crimson. His hair shone in the sun, a light, tawny brown with pale streaks from much time spent outdoors. It was somewhat longer than the current fashion of close-cropped curls, and was straight with a natural fullness.
The sleek horse and the man moved with rhythmic precision, and there was an air of mutual respect between the two. There was, she thought reluctantly, something of the strength and grace of the man that reminded her of an animal. Once, in one of the agoras of Athens, she’d seen a captured lion on display. The beast had awed her in its magnificence, its sheer power. The Roman, too, was strong and agile and proud. She remembered how he had carried her as effortlessly as if she were a child. No doubt he was as fierce and deadly as a lion; no doubt he had killed many men.
He spoke cheerfully to someone on the grounds, and glanced up at the window as he passed, as though he could feel her watching him. Their eyes met. She made herself look away and retreated slowly until the diminishing hoof beats told her he was out of sight. She felt her heart beating hard with anger and resentment.
“My brother is very handsome, is he not?” A proud, feminine voice spoke from behind her.
Startled, Alysia whirled and stared at the voice’s owner. She was a young woman of her own age, of the same tall stature and slender form. She had golden hair piled atop her head and woven into intricate curls, gaily decorated with ribbons to match the pale rose and cream gown she wore. Large dark eyes regarded her solemnly, but in their depths something much like mischief sparkled.
“I am Selena. My real name is Valeria, of course, but no one ever calls me that.” The girl moved with liquid ease further back into the room, as if expecting her slave to follow. “And you are Alysia. The name suits you. I don’t expect I’ll change it.”
Alysia remained where she stood, her eyes on the floor. Change her name, indeed!
“I allowed you to sleep late because my brother said you were ill yesterday. You are feeling better?”
“Yes.” Alysia struggled with a wave of rebellious thoughts. She was accustomed to servants doing her own bidding, and now she must take orders from this girl, this Roman!
“I have arranged for you to—” Selena paused delicately, “bathe. I shall go through some of my old clothes and select some for you. I don’t like my slaves going around in dark colors like everybody else’s. I’m sure they’ll fit you. My other maid—the one who died—was much shorter of stature.”
Alysia was silent. She certainly did not owe these Romans her thanks! Selena seemed unperturbed by her lack of gratitude.
“Tell me, what sort of things do you do?”
Alysia looked puzzled. “What do you mean?”
“Do you sing, dance? Tell stories?” Again, mischief sparkled in the dark brown eyes. “What can you do to entertain me?”
“My father, before he was murdered, was a man of means. His daughter was not versed in the art of entertaining. If you think I am going to amuse you, you’d best send me out to work in the fields.”
“Oh, but you do amuse me!” Selena seemed to restrain herself from a burst of laughter. “And believe me, you wouldn’t be happy working in the fields.”
“As happy, I’m sure, as I will be serving you.”
The young woman gazed at her for a moment, the hint of laughter disappearing. “You may address me as ‘lady’. I’ll leave you alone now. Calista has brought you a light breakfast. I’ll send someone in with a tub and water.” As she was leaving she said over her shoulder, “We will discuss your duties later.”
Alysia ate the bread and cheese, drank the water lightly laced with wine, and felt a little better. The bronze tub was brought in and filled with water by two youths. A sour-looking young woman left a linen towel and a pile of clothes on a table. She looked as though she’d been sucking lemons. Alysia wondered if she looked that way, too.
Hastily she stripped off the red gown and stepped into the water. Though she had been vigorously washed by the women preparing her for the auction, she scrubbed again at her sore skin as if she might erase every trace of the slave ship. She washed her hair, pouring clean water over it from a pitcher. When she had dried herself with the towel she examined the clothes. There was a sleeveless shift of an off-white color, a tunic of pale green, and an outer skirt—the Romans called it a palla—of deep sea green. A soft leather girdle bound her slender hips and there were dark green sandals that fit her narrow feet perfectly. Alysia supposed that wearing the cast-offs of the legate’s sister she would be the best-dressed slave in the empire.
She quickly plaited her hair, allowing the waist-length braid to hang down her back. On the table where the clothes had been was Selena’s mirror, a large, round bit of pottery into the center of which had been poured metal and glass; it was one of the best in quality Alysia had ever seen. She lifted it carefully and stared at her reflection.
It was a striking face, remembered by those who beheld it. Finely-sculpted cheekbones gave balance and distinction to her slender features; her eyes tilted slightly upward and were accented by curving black brows and a thick fringe of long dark lashes. Her lips were full and well-shaped, and (once upon a time) could curve into an engaging smile. Her teeth, in spite of their recent neglect, were even and white and showed no signs of imminent departure.
Somehow she was surprised by the familiarity of her face. How could she remain unchanged, after all that had happened to her?
The door to Selena’s bedroom opened. “Come, Alysia,” Selena said, smiling. “There is much to teach you.”
CHAPTER III
Alysia felt as if she were becoming another person. She wasn’t rude by nature; she had always been civil to everyone, even to her servants. But after having the midday meal at the rear of the house with the other slaves, she discovered that she was pointedly ignoring them and didn’t know why. It was as if by refusing to acknowledge them she could somehow refuse to acknowledge that she was one of them.
The girl who had brought her clothes did not attempt to be friendly. There were two boys who stared at her, and a female cook who was unusually fresh looking and lithe of figure (it was Alysia’s experience that cooks were often overweight and out of sorts). There was a silent Egyptian who she learned was the butler; he gave her a solemn nod. Others drifted in and out. They were all quiet but looked at her curiously.
Afterward, Selena came and escorted her into the library, where she received an outline of her duties in stony silence. It seemed that her sole function in life was to be Selena’s shadow and to attend to her every need and comfort. She must always stand straight unless given permission to sit, must never speak unless spoken to, and she must always be at the beck and call of her owner. She was to see that Selena’s clothes were laundered and laid out each day; she was to help her dress; she was to be trained in the art of hairdressing so that she might create an enviable coiffure at a moment’s notice.
Now she sat listlessly as Selena slept with a volume of poetry on her chest that moved slowly up and down with her breathing. It was the Roman custom to nap in the afternoon, Selena had told her—wasn’t it that way in Greece? But Alysia must not even close her eyes… “unless, of course,” Selena said with a wink, “you think you can get away with it.” She’d been sleeping for a long time, and before that had read for a long time. Alysia was so bored she could have chewed up the book and spit it out. That should prove very entertaining!
From far away she heard the sound of the knocker at the front door and presently she saw the Egyptian, whose name she had learned was Omari, pass down the hallway. Selena stirred and sat up at the sound of voices.
Omari appeared in the doorway and bowed stiffly. “My lady, your sister-in-law has arrived.”
Before Selena could reply, a woman fanned into the room, her scarlet gown billowing and trailing the scent of a strong perfume. Omari disappeared on silent feet.
“Megara, what a lovely surprise,” Selena said, stifling a yawn.
The woman sat down, looking at Alysia without speaking. Selena followed her gaze and frowned disapprovingly. Alysia remembered she was to stand in their presence, unless given permission to do otherwise. She made a motion to rise and stopped, resentment flooding her once again. She pretended not to see Selena’s glance.
“Where is Phoebe?” Selena asked quickly, as Megara delicately arranged the folds of her palla about her.
“Sick—again! I left her at home.” Megara seemed disgusted by the absent Phoebe. “She’s the laziest slave I’ve ever seen and I may sell her to those Arabian merchants I saw in the forum today. It would serve her right, having to live in a tent and be in their—harems or whatever you call them.”
Selena giggled. Megara again cast a questioning eye in Alysia’s direction, and again Selena hastened to speak. “How is Paulus? I only saw him for a moment this morning. I spent yesterday with Cornelius’ family in the country.”
The other woman sighed. “I wouldn’t know. Probably I see less of my husband than you do.”
Alysia glanced up sharply, regarding the woman with more interest. From what the legate had said yesterday, she had assumed that Lucius was his stepbrother, and had mistakenly concluded that this woman must be Lucius’ wife. There was something about Megara that brought Lucius to mind—a kind of alert wariness that somehow made you feel you were not quite to be trusted. She didn’t seem suited to Paulus somehow, though she was very beautiful, with red hair (probably dyed) adorned with jewels set in a tiara, and large light brown eyes, almost topaz, which were rather cold and remote. She was taller than Alysia and quite old—at least in her late twenties.
She had a rich, throaty voice and spoke with precise enunciation. “I see you have a replacement for—what was her name?”
“Lydia. Yes, this is Alysia. Paulus got her for me yesterday.”
“Indeed?” Megara’s face became very still, but something in her eyes leaped into life.
Selena said, with deliberate nonchalance, “Paulus must have been much impressed. He despises slave auctions, you know, but I begged until he gave in. I don’t like to go myself, and I don’t trust anyone else. I expected him to buy the first one he saw, so I could hardly believe it when I saw she was so elegant, and such a beauty.”
Megara smiled. “How brotherly of him. I trust you didn’t pay more than a few hundred denarii?”
“He wouldn’t tell me, though I suspect it was much more than that. He gave her to me as a gift.”
For a moment, the other person Alysia had become hated them both, hated them so fiercely she thought she might lose her breakfast upon the white cushions of the couch. She almost wished she would, just to see their horror-struck expressions. They would certainly think her elegant then!
Why am I thinking this way? she asked herself, dismayed to realize how bitter she had become in so short a time. She jumped when Selena called her name. “Alysia, go and have Nerva prepare a tray of honey cakes.”
Alysia’s jaw tightened. She saw the contemptuous way Megara regarded her and, for some reason, this gave her the impetus to stand and walk stiffly from the room.
Megara watched her departure. The slave did have an uncommon beauty, and it was easy to see why Paulus had been attracted to her. It was not unusual for a man to free a female slave and set her up as his mistress. The wives of such men usually shrugged and pretended not to care, many really didn’t care, and promptly found lovers of their own. Never mind that Augustus had once made adultery a state crime; it was an old-fashioned statute that no one paid any attention to these days.
But Megara did not intend to share Paulus with a slave. She knew he’d had a few affairs, but always very discreetly and with ladies of breeding. Never let it be said that he preferred a slave to his own wife!
“She’s not very pleasant,” Megara said. “I shouldn’t think you’d want her.”
“Oh, she’s still indignant about losing her station in life. But she will recover. I remember Lydia was that way for a while.”
“If she’s proud, she’ll never make a good body-slave. You’ll do well to get rid of her and find some girl simple-minded enough not to care about a meaningless existence.”
“Meaningless—oh, really, Megara! We treat our slaves very well. If she’s loyal she can live a very good life, and I might even free her someday.”
Megara sighed. “She’s a troublemaker. I can tell simply by looking at her. If you change your mind my household manager will dispose of her for you, and even get you another maid.”