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Things aren’t as they seem. Once you think you’re happy, you turn out to be sad. Why is that? I don’t have the answer. But, one thing is for sure, life is just an illusion…
Chapter 1
I lay in my bed, with the light turned off and the window open. The room has a chill from the wind, and the only thing keeping me awake is the eyes of my father. The most tempting eyes I’ve ever seen. He stood at the foot of my bed with a half bottle of whiskey in his hand. His eyes glowed from the moonlight as I stared at him. He gave me a smirk as he began moving to my side of the bed. I hid under the covers, but it didn’t work. Once he stopped by me, he ripped the blanket right off. The sound of his laugh made my body tremble.
He put his whiskey on my end table, and climbed on top of me. Father then took my wrists, and pinned them above my head. I was unable to move or fight back.
“C’mon, cry for your dad, you know he likes it.” His breath was warm on my left cheek. Father took one of his hands and rubbed up my thigh.
“Stop, please stop…” I felt tears falling from my eyes. He laughed once more while he unbuttoned his jeans. His fly was now open, and he began to move. The entrance was hurtful- unwanted, but he refused to move away.
“Please stop!” I tried to scream. Of course, no one could hear me. Father kept going. The end table started to shake with the bed, making the alcohol fall to the floor and shatter.
The smell of whiskey filled the room, causing my nose to sting. It even made my head spin. Adding with the pain. It was just like the other night, except this time, father felt harder. With us being poor, he cannot pick up prostitutes. So I end up being his slave when ever he’s in the mood.
Half an hour went by and dad finished with one last push ending with a loud grunt. He stayed in the same position for about a minute before climbing off.
“You’re to good to me.” Was the last thing he said before leaving my room and shutting the door. I laid there, unable to move. I couldn’t call the police because dad use to be the commander of the police department. He just recently retired, so no one will believe me.
I waited a few minutes before rolling to my side. But then I heard a voice that echoed through my room.
“Don’t you just want to run away from this retched hell?” it said. I sat up, and looked around.
“Who’s there?” I whispered.
“I watched what your father did. Do you want to leave home and live in a safe house?” The man’s voice was deep and majestic.
“Yes, that’s all I ever wanted.” I answered.
“How about you come live with me? I can take care of you. Either you trust me, or you have your father finding you like every other time you tried to run away. Believe me, I know.” He said. I thought for a moment. Then I answered.
“But why do you want to help me?”
“Because…I am in love with you. I can take care of you, and you can be free to do what you want. If you come with me, we can leave this city, and live together. Maybe even start a new life. What do you say?”
I went silent. I guess that would be okay, as long as I’m out of the city.
“Alright, I’ll come with you.”
Chapter 2
“Okay, now I want you to do something for me in order for this to work.” He said. I nodded my head.
“Okay, what is it you want me to do?’
“Lay down on your back, and close your eyes. I’m going to have to blindfold you so that you can’t see my identity.” He ordered.
“But how come I’m not able to know what you look like?”
“Because, it will spoil the moment. Now please, do as I say, and we’ll be able to leave faster, ok?” He sounded so trustworthy, but my head kept telling me that this was just a game.
I ended up squeezing my eyelids shut. I could hear someone crawling through my window and walking towards me. The presence of is body hovering over me brought chills climbing up my spine.
“Don’t worry dear, you’ll just have to keep your eyes blocked for a few moments. Then you can sleep in the most comfortable bed.” His voice was deeper, and his breath over my face was mint scented. That’s when I felt a silk clothe cover my eyes. It was cold but refreshing. He had to lift my head in order to tie the blindfold. “Alright sweetie, ready to go for a little car ride?” He asked.
“Yeah, please just take me away from here.” I said. As long as I am leaving home, I don’t care where or how I end up.
“Okay, I’m going to lift you up, and climb out of the window. Just keep quiet the whole time.” I felt his arms wrap around my body as he lifted me up. I could feel nothing but gravity, and it began to scare me. I was always known of being scared of heights. I ended up throwing my arms around his neck and I dug my face into his warm chest. I could tell we were moving, but minutes later, we stopped.
“Why did we stop?” I whispered.
“Because I have to open the back car door. I had to park up the hill so that it didn’t wake your father. Now hold on while I set you down.” I heard the door open, then he sat me down in the cold leather seats. The smell was making my head spin. The fragrance was so sweet, it made me think of apple cinnamon. The engine roared to life, and then we began to move again. I laid my body down in the seats. My mind started to drift into the open space, but something woke me.
The sun beamed through the window into my eyes. The room wasn’t mine, but it smelled of warm French toast.
I rubbed my eyes, and noticed the tray of food next to me on the other side of the king sized bed. A note laid on top of the toast. It had a stamped rose on it that mostly caught my attention. I slowly grabbed it, and read to myself.
“Dear Lanna, I made you French toast that is made for the love of my life. The hands that made it can’t wait much longer to hold you. Enjoy the meal, and come downstairs for a special surprise. From your dearest, Caleb.” These words made my heart race. My face began to warm up, and I soon chuckled.
I began to eat to sweet toast, and thought about last night. Could this just be a dream, or is it just luck. It doesn’t matter to me anymore, because now….I was saved by my kidnapper.
Chapter 3
I finished my toast, and ran to the bedroom door. As I turned the knob and threw the door open, my body came to a halt. The only thing stopping me was the thought of being kidnapped. What if I end up being rapped? Even though it isn’t my father, it is pretty much more terrifying. I shook my head at the thought, and whispered to myself.
“There is nothing wrong. You are obviously surrounded by luck and good hospitality. Get a hold of yourself Lanna.” I began to move again as I headed down the stairs.
I ended up in the living room. There on the couch was a male’s body. His back was facing me. I tried to tip toe past him, but a creak in the wood floor gave me away. He turned around, and gave be the most sweetest smile I have ever seen.
“Ah Lanna, come here dear.” He said. I slouched as I walked to him. The couch that he sat in was black and leather. It looked more comfortable than his car, even though I didn’t get to see what his car looked like.
“Sit next to me dear, I want to ask you something.” He patted the empty spot next to him. I was able to get a good look at him. His eyes were blue, and his hair was a silky blond. He wore a black leather jacket, and black jean pants. He almost blended in with the couch.
I sat down next to him, and I felt his arm go around my head.
“How would you like it if we went out tonight. We could go to a fancy restaurant. You can choose on which one and on how much food you want. It is perfectly fine by me. What do you say?” He asked. Caleb’s eyes stared at me. I could feel them. I looked down at the polished wood ground and sighed.
“I guess so, but I have my own question. Where are we and how do you know me so well?” My eyes followed to his face. He had a smirk that burned inside my head.
“Because, I’ve been watching you. Since the first day I saw you, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of your beauty. Of course I left you with your most private things, but I watched you concentrate at school, when you’re yelled at by your father, and when you runaway. I was going to just ask you one day if you knew me or if I looked familiar, but once your dad touched you in an unwanted way, I bursted into anger, and now you’re here with me. We are just outside of New York city. Don’t worry, your father won’t be looking for you here.” Caleb explained. My heart stopped when he said he practically was stalking me. It made me shiver for a moment, but I just sighed again, and laughed.
“You know, I feel totally safe around someone I don’t even know. But when I’m back at home, with everyone that I know, I get scared of what might happen. So, I must say thank you Caleb.” I gave him the most fake smile ever. He bursted into laughter. I think it was my stupid face I showed.
“Well then, lets get some fresh air. That’ll do you some good. The park is the most perfect place to hang out. Maybe we can buy you some new clothes while we’re at it.” Caleb stood up and helped me to my feet. His warm touch made my heart race even faster.
“Are you sure you want to be spending so much money on me?” I felt guilty.
“Of course, you are my true love.” He answered
Chapter 4
We walked out of the house as soon as I put on my dress that he gave me when he stole from it my room last night. It wasn’t that pretty, only a small spring dress that I got on my fourteenth birthday last year. It was before my mom left dad that I actually had a party.
“Would you like to walk, or ride in my car?” Caleb asked. The sun was out, which meant that his leather seats would most likely burn my bare legs. So I chose to walk. The city didn’t even seem that big anyways.
“Caleb, where did you first see me anyways?” I wondered. That story was pasted inside my head.
“That’s a very good question. It was actually last year when you had that birthday party when I saw you in the park. Even though you were packed between your friends, you stuck out. At least in my eyes. I wanted to know who you were and what you were like. I hope that doesn’t scare you. I don’t want you to think of me of something more than a man who is deeply in love with you.” He exclaimed. My cheeks began to burn up again. I knew he could see it too because he chuckled.
“Well, how old are you?” These questions didn’t want to stay hidden. Caleb put is arm around me while we were walking and took in a deep breath.
“I’m nineteen, but I wish I was younger so that it would be ok for us to actually date in public without anyone thinking that I’m raping you.” Caleb looked at me with his most gorgeous face.
I gave Caleb my fake smile again, then looked down at the concrete sidewalk. The sandals I wore were all worn out, and ripped. But it was amazing how they kept together for the five years I’ve had them.
His eyes followed mine as I looked up. My feet automatically stopped when I notice my ex-boyfriend John. He was walking my way and he didn’t seem to notice me until Caleb said my name.
“Lanna, what’s wrong.” Caleb had to say real loud. I watched as John’s eyes stared at me. He gave me a look that I haven’t seen for so long, it almost scared me.
“Lanna, why are you here? Who is that?” He asked.
“Well John, this is Caleb and I’m here because…” I couldn’t make up an excuse.
“Leave her alone, she’s staying with me.” Caleb said. Apparently he knew John.
“Oh Lanna, so the rumor was true, you are a filthy trailer trash whore. Man, and to believe I actually didn’t believe them. How old is this guy, like thirty?” John scoffed. The rumors went around the whole school while John and I were dating. He never wanted o believe them, and I knew it was never true. But he ended up breaking up with me in the end when he realized that I lost my virginity. Of course it wasn’t from anyone I actually loved. My father made me lose it, John never listened to the story, and walked away.
“She’s not some filthy whore John. If you knew her well, you would realize that she is a very special beautiful woman that has nothing to do with you. You would never listen to her, and you even thought she cheated on you. Now she is with me, and I know that she is my true love no matter what happens. That is just something that I don’t think you see in women anyways” Caleb yelled. He took me, and began to walk past John. Caleb was successful until John threw his fist at Caleb’s head, causing him to fall down unconscious.
Chapter 5
“John, what the hell was that for?!” I snapped. Caleb hit is head hard on the ground, but he wouldn’t get back up.
“He’s an ass Lanna, maybe you should date someone that is more of your age, peace out.” John began to walk away with his hands in his back pockets. I knelt down to Caleb, and lifted his head onto my lap. Nobody was around to wonder why this had happened. It was a good thing anyways. I don’t want to be noticed again.
“You’re just a fucking ass hole John, why don’t you go mind your own life like you have been. And since when did you start worrying about me?” I yelled. John kept his back to me as he kept walking. “Caleb, are you ok? Do I need to call an ambulance?” I asked him. His eyes flickered open, and when he saw me, his lips turned into a shitty grin.
“Of course I’m fine. No need for the ambulance to come for a guy like me. You don’t have to worry either. But could you help me up?” He asked. I gave him a nod, and held his arm as I used my strength to help him to his feet. Caleb rubbed the back of his head, and gave John a nasty look. Even though he was at least a few blocks away now, we could still see him.
“Are you sure you’re alright?” I worried.
“Yes I’m perfectly fine. I’m just a little dizzy that’s all. Would you like me to deal with him?” Caleb asked.
“No, just leave him alone. Let’s go to the park!” I gave him a smile. Caleb held my hand as we began walking again. But this time, we were silent. The only thing that we heard were the songs of the birds from the small trees that we walked by. For a small city, it sure is empty. We only saw at least ten people walk by, but that was when we found the park. It was completely empty.
“Well, want to swing, or would you like to sit under a shady tree and talk?” He suggested. I looked for a nice shady spot, but couldn’t find one, so I chose the swings.
“How about we swing for a while, then we can sit?” I said. He agreed, and we walked to the play set.
“Lanna, I know you may not know me that well, but I was wondering if you’d like to live with me a little longer? It’s your decision so I won’t force you.” Caleb offered. I sat on the swing, and he pushed me while I thought about it. I don’t have any money for my own food, and I don’t have many friends that my dad doesn’t know so I had to take it.
“Well, as long as you are a gentleman. I can’t be around a slob for the next few months.” I joked.
“Ha, alright I won’t.” We both laughed.
I began to have this feeling inside of me though. One that I use to have with John. But this one was different, I didn’t exactly know what it was, and I didn’t want to find out. But something inside me is saying that I should stay with him no matter what. I don’t want this to be a new beginning of a new love.
Chapter 6
“What’s wrong?” Caleb asked. He noticed my worried face I had.
“Well it’s just that I still - I don’t know, I guess I still have some hate in my heart.” I said. He stopped the swing, and pecked me on my cheek.
“What’s this hate that you feel?” He whispered in my ear.
“My father, I wish he could just go away so that I don’t have to worry about him finding me.” I looked down, not wanting to meet his gaze.
“Maybe I could be of some assistance. You want him to leave forever, maybe…dead?” Caleb had no trouble saying the last word, but it made my heart stop.
Dead would be nice, but I couldn’t have someone kill him for me. Or maybe….
“Yes, I want him dead so that he can’t hurt anyone else. Will you be willing to kill him for me?” I soon looked into his sparkling eyes. But I noticed his lips curve into a smile.
“Of course, then tomorrow, we’ll leave state. Start a new life, maybe even get new names, what do you say?” I gave him a nod, then he gave me another kiss on the cheek. “Alright, tonight I’ll do my job. Let’s go get you some new clothes.”
I thought about the words that we spoke to each other while I was in the shower. My heart felt guilty. But I don’t see why I should have guilt for my father. I do wish he was dead, but does that make me more worse then dad? I do hope not, because then life wouldn’t accept me after what will happen tonight.
I heard a knock on the door, then Caleb came in.
“Here’s your dress. We’ll be leaving for dinner in about an hour. I’ll be downstairs.” He set down the most perfect black dress on the bathroom counter. It wasn’t much, but he thought it was beautiful on me. He even bought me some earrings and black heals to go with it.
I got out of the shower and dried off. Once I put on my dress, I slapped on some make up, and just put my auburn hair in a bun. I didn’t look like trash, but I didn’t look like a snotty rich bitch either. That was the way I liked it.
I ran downstairs and saw Caleb in his leather coat and black jeans. He gave me a smile once he saw me. It of course, made my heart skip a beat.
“Ready to go my love?” He asked. I walked beside him out the front door as I gave a nod. “Okay, when we get back, I want you to go to bed. I don’t want you to worry while I’m out.”
“I will. But just be careful, I don’t want you to get caught. He goes to bed after mid-night.” I mentioned.
“I know, remember, I know almost everything about you.” He laughed. My eyes followed to the ground.
As soon as we got into his car, Caleb grabbed my hand, and kissed it.
“You look beautiful tonight.” He commented. I took my hand back, and smiled.
“Thank you, you don’t look to bad yourself.” We both laughed knowing that I was the only one wearing something formal. He started the engine, and began to drive out of the driveway. The sky was dark, but the only thing keeping it lit was the full moon that was shining above our heads. It was the most perfect thing on a perfect night I have ever seen.
Chapter 7
The restaurant was dim lighted and half empty. But the lit candle in the middle of the circle table and a few fake roses made a scenery that I’ve only seen in movies. I sat down, staring at my menu, trying to figure out something that sounded good, and that was cheep.
“Go ahead and find anything you want. I have enough money to buy you three expensive meals if that was the case. Don’t be shy Lanna.” Caleb said. I looked up, but then back down.
“I just don’t want to be selfish. I’ll get the smoked salmon with a side order of shrimp and mixed fruit.” I closed the book, and set it down. I noticed him looking at me with a smile. “What?” I asked.
“You, I can’t help but just be so mesmerized by your appearance tonight. The lighting in this room makes it harder to see your beautiful eyes though.” He rested is chin on his hands as his elbows lay on the table.
I felt my face grow hot. I didn’t want him to see me blush, but it was to late.
“Don’t be so shy Lanna, just have fun tonight.” Was all he could say before the waiter came by to take our order. We told him what we wanted, and he walked away. Caleb took my hand, and began to rub it, and examine my fingers. I’ve never had anyone do that to me, so it felt awkward. I looked around to see if anyone was staring, but everyone else was enjoying their dates.
A few moments later, our food came by. Our plates weren’t that big, but just enough to fill us up on the first few bites.
“So, why do you force yourself to get in so much trouble just for me?” I randomly asked.
“Because, I would do anything for you.” He answered.
“But why me? Why did you choose someone like me. I obviously cause you way to much trouble.” I began to pick at my food.
“Lanna, I chose you because it was love at first sight. I don’t see why you can’t believe that. Lanna, I want you with me, in my life. I just wish that…” He never finished his sentence. I gave him a glare as he looked down at his food.
“Okay, but why do you want to have me with you knowing that you could practically die. My father use to be in the Police academy. He has thousands of guns in his house.” I said.
“I can use them, I know where he keeps them. Please Lanna, just accept the fact that you have someone in front of you that is in love with you. I want you to see that, and to hold that in your heart. Will you please stay with me until you’re of age for me to marry?” He asked. The last sentence made my heart stop.
I had to give it some thought. But it was all so sudden. He wants to marry me when I turn eighteen. Should I accept the offer?
“Okay, I will. Only for you Caleb.”
Chapter 8
I walked into the bedroom with Caleb following behind. I had his jacket hanging off my shoulders. When we got home, it got really cold, so he lent me it.
“Did you enjoy dinner?” He asked. I sat down on the bed and nodded. “Good, now why don’t you get ready for bed, I’ll be back in shortly to say goodnight, then I’ll be off. Everything will be fine, trust me.” Caleb walked out, shutting the door behind him. The room soon fell silent.
“Why do I feel so…empty?” I whispered to myself. Maybe my decisions were wrong. But so far, my life has been totally switched around.
Soon, my eyes filled with tears. They were unwanted, but they refused to stop as I slipped into my night gown. It was white and silk that ended to my knees. After I put it on, I took out the pin, and let my hair fall down to my shoulders. Leading with a sigh, I tucked myself into bed. My tears stopped once Caleb walked into the room.
“How are you doing dear, why is your face so flushed?” He asked.
“No reason, I was just really worried, not only that, it was a little cold in here. I hope I don’t get sick.” I lied.
He walked over to me, and sat down by my legs. “Lanna, I already told you-don’t worry about anything, I’ll make sure to be safe in my care. I want you to get a good nights rest. I’ll start packing our stuff so that we can leave state. I hope you like the knew home I picked out. It’s only for the two of us.” He knelt down, and kissed his soft, warm lips on my forehead.
“Ok, goodnight Caleb.” I said.
“Goodnight my love.” Caleb stood up, and walked out of the room after turning off the light. The room turned dark, and I wasn’t able to see anything until my eyes adjusted to the scenery.
At least a minute or two later, I heard his car start up. Then I heard him pulling out of the driveway. The sound of his vehicle soon faded into the distance, leaving no sound left to hear. My body began to tremble with fear. I was both scared of him being caught, and just the fact that I am left all alone in a huge house. Hopefully that’ll change once we move. But the thought of leaving home, caused me to go light headed.
My trembling began to stop at least an hour later. My eye lids felt heavy as they fell. Then, I fell into a deep sleep. Not knowing what will come for the next morning, or even the next upcoming night. All I know is, I will be an orphan.
Chapter 9
“Lanna, wake up dear. We’re leaving.” Caleb’s voice was quiet, but so soothing. I struggled to open my eyes, and saw his eyes looking directly into mine. He giggled, then spoke again. “Did I scare you. I’m sorry. C’mon, the truck is about to leave. He needs to follow us to our new home.” Caleb stuck out his hand to help me up. He carried me in his arms out of the room, and down the stairs.
“That’s enough. I can walk now Caleb. Put me down.” I ordered. He nodded and did as I said. My feet were cold on the frozen hard wood floor. The front door was wide open. The sky was cloudy with a cold breeze flying through.
I followed him out the door, and into his car. I soon realized that before we left, the whole house was empty. The only thing we were leaving was the bed.
Caleb started the car and began to drive out of the driveway. The stranger in the truck began to follow us down the road.
My eyes were soar from waking up so early. My head was aching too. But the feeling of Caleb near me, made my heart beat easily. I was calm for the first time.
I watched as the trees around us would go past us more quickly than I can usually blink. The feeling of driving fast on a highway was soothing. The sound of the car was relaxing. All my thoughts of torture and hatred were gone. All I could think of was nothing. My mind was empty for the first time of my life.
“Lanna, are you still tired? Would you like some breakfast to keep you awake?” Caleb asked. I turned my head to face him and smiled.
“Sure, breakfast sounds good.” I answered. He gave me the same smile and waited until he saw an exit. It led to a small Denney’s. Caleb pulled into an empty parking spot as the Uhal driver found a few parking spots. Both the engines went silent as he unbuckled his seat belt. I did the same, and walked to his side.
I realized that I was still in my gown. I hope no one would stare at me.
“Alright, let’s go, my friend will stay out here for a while. We planned this whole thing last night after my mission.” Caleb wrapped his arm around my shoulder and walked beside me while we headed for the front door. It was empty, only a few old couples were eating and chatting.
We both sat down. I just ate a few pancakes and some bacon. The coffee was perfect with the small breakfast.
After we were done eating, Caleb and I headed back to his car and we drove back on the highway. It was empty and quiet. I began to snooze off again, until I awoke with the sound of sirens surrounding us.
Chapter 10
I jolted when the sounds of sirens was directly behind us.
“What’s happening, did they find me?” I asked. Caleb pulled the car over, and let the Uhal stop in front of us.
“Don’t worry dear, I’ll make sure they don’t know you. Just keep calm and quiet.” He said. I nodded. My body began to tremble from the feeling of being caught, but it turns out it was a different story.
“Hello sir, I believe you are driving a stolen vehicle.” The officer said.
“I’m sorry officer, but I’ve had this car for years. I could even give you license and registration.” Caleb exclaimed.
“Alright, let me see your paper work.” The officer waited for Caleb to get his papers out of the glove box. But I could feel the officer’s eyes staring at me. “Hey, she looks familiar, what’s your name little missy?” He asked. After he was done reading the papers, he asked again. I had to keep quiet so that I wouldn’t mess things up. That’s when I remembered who he was. This man use to be best friends with my father.
“Her name is Ana. She’s my cousin. She’s helping me move to Rhode Island. Is that all officer. Caleb was eager to just start driving away. I could tell by his voice.
“Yes, I’m sorry for the disturbance. You may carry on. Have a nice day.” The man walked away and got into his cop car. He was state patrol. I could tell by his car when he drove past us. Caleb soon began to drive back onto the highway with the Uhal driver following us.
The sun beamed through the window into my eyes. It nearly blinded me.
“You okay Lanna?” Caleb asked. I turned my head to face him. He kept his eyes on the road.
“Yeah, I was just nervous, I hope he didn’t recognize me.” Was what I could say.
“Well, like I said, I have everything covered, so you don’t have to worry about anything. We’ll be in Rhode Island in about ten more hours. There’s some lunch in the back if you’re hungry. You fell asleep for a few hours after we ate breakfast, so I hope you have an apatite for teriyaki and fried noodles. I got it a few miles back in a little Teriyaki restaurant.” He smiled his cute smile that I’m inspired by.
“I’ll eat it in a bit. But thank you. That does sound good. Did you already eat?” I asked. He laughed.
“Of course. I was hoping you’d wake up to eat with me, but I didn’t want to spoil you’re moment of dreaming.”
“Well, you could have woken me up. I wouldn’t have minded to sit and eat with you again.” I blushed at that. But I didn’t know why.
“Ok, next time I’ll do that. There’s also a gift for you in the back too. But I guess you’ll find it while you’re trying to grab your lunch. Have fun with it too. I’m sure you’ll love it.” He smirked at me. His beautiful blue eyes glanced at me. I looked down and smiled. So this is what it means to be free from Hell.
Chapter 11
Every feeling of sadness, hate, and suicide was finally gone. Everything that I have longed for is right next to me. But I can’t help but feel a little scared to even talk to him. He’s the most perfect man I have ever known. For once in my life, I was finally happy. This is the feeling that I have always wanted to have. But I’ve had to wait for it. Now I can just look at Caleb, and be brainwashed. This feeling I know now is love.
“Caleb, have you ever lived in Rhode Island?” I asked.
“Nah, I’ve always wondered what it was like. Now I get to share every bit of memory with you. At least I hope that is okay with you.” He said.
“Of course it is. Now that I am with you, I don’t care what happens anymore. As long as I have you by my side, nothing will matter.” I gazed at his perfect face.
“Lanna, when I’m with you, I feel so full of life. I want to be able to be there for you always.” He gave me a mesmerizing glance. “We’ll be in Rhode Island in about three more hours. Tell me why you want to wait to open your present.” He said. After I ate, I found a little brown box with my name on it. But I refused to open it.
“Because, I want to be able to give you a present. It would be rude to open it with out having one to open to.” I explained.
“Nah, I don’t need presents, please…for me!” He gave me a shitty grin. It made me laugh.
“Alright, I’ll open it.” I looked down at the tiny box in front of me. Using my index finger, I grabbed the little flap and pulled up. Then I opened the other flap. The object that was in front of me stunned me.
“You like it?” Caleb asked.
“I can’t believe you got me a diamond necklace!” I cheered with joy. It was a gold chained necklace with a clear heart diamond in the middle..
“Yeah, it was cheap but I knew you’d like it.” He smiled.
“Thank you so much Caleb. But you’re the only gift I’ve ever wanted.” I was careful to hug him. The smell of his men’s cologne was making my head spin, but the warmth of his body was soothing.
“I love you Lanna.” He rubbed my back while he spoke in a warm voice.
“I love you too Caleb.” I smiled.
We waited for hours until we finally made it to Rhode Island. I turned on the radio, and began to listen to an urgent message.
“We just received a call from the N.Y.P.D. that a retired police commander has been murdered last night. His only daughter Lanna Colsvick has come up missing. We do not know if she ran away, or if she had been kidnapped. But all over America, we will fight to find her and find the murderer of Bryson Colsvick.”
Chapter 12
I laid asleep in Caleb’s car as he went to go pay for the gas. But I soon woke up when he got back into the car.
“You ok Lanna, did I wake you?” He asked.
“No, that was a nice nap though.” I answered. What the radio said an hour ago gave me chills up my spine. Now everyone is going to know what I look like. I won’t be able to go outside. Unless I changed my appearance. My father really is dead. Caleb did kill him when I asked.
I’m now a hopeless orphan in the care of a kidnapper who would do anything I wished. It was funny because it should be the other way around. But I didn’t laugh for a second now knowing that police are all over the country just looking for me. I won’t let that happen. I will never be found.
“Lanna, I bought you a small hot chocolate.” Caleb gave me a Styrofoam cup that had steam coming off of the top.
“Thanks Caleb. This will keep me awake for the rest of the time. Caleb told me that it would at least take an hour just to get to Coventry. Caleb already bought a three bedroom house with two bathrooms. I never asked why he bought a THREE bedroom house, but I guess I figured that part out. Hopefully we can just settle down for a bit.
“Lanna, when we get to our new home, I want you to get to sleep on the bed that is already stored in the bedroom. You’ll be able to tell if it’s our room. I also want you to get enough sleep for tomorrow night. I have something planned for the both of us.” He exclaimed.
“Alright, I guess you don’t want to tell me what it is that you have planned.” I really wanted to know.
“Nope, sorry hun, I can’t do that. A surprise is a surprise. But I can tell you, it will be memorable.” He smiled.
I gave him the same smirk and looked down into my drink. It was half empty, but it looked like it was full. I guess that is what my heart looks like. Or maybe it’s just empty. Who cares anymore. I finally have a life with the most perfect man of my life. Not only that, I don’t have to worry about anyone noticing me once I change the way I look. My auburn hair will be black, and I’ll get extensions. Then, I’ll make my green eye’s baby blue. Finally, I’ll lose some weight. That’ll be my plan for the next few weeks. Hopefully it works perfectly.
“So Caleb, do you have a family?” I asked.
“Nah, my mom and dad died in a avalanche that happened while they were in Washington on mount Rainier. Then my sister died from food poisoning. Finally, my little brother died from a painful car crash that broke all of his ribs. I’m the only one left in my family that I know of. But now, I’m not alone anymore. I have my family right next to me.” He explained.
“I’m so sorry. It must have been so heart breaking to have everyone in your family die like that. I hope you didn’t go through a rampage.” I felt guilty.
“Rampage? What do you mean?” He asked.
“Well, when people know that they are left alone in life and that their loved ones died, they end up going out of control and end up becoming a serial killer or a maniac. I’ve watched it happen a thousand times in movies.” That’s when I actually watched movies with my family. But soon after my mom left, I never got into watching movies or TV anymore.
“I guess you could say that. I did go through difficult times. I practically killed a child.”
Chapter 13
“You killed someone!” I went from happy to frightened. No wonder he was so comfortable murdering my father.
“Now listen, it was by mistake. This is how it happened. About five years ago, after my family died, I of course went crazy. I was so empty inside that I was actually about to kill myself. The sky was dark and wet from the storm that we had. I was in a small alley way with the gun pointing to my head and tears falling down my face. The streets were empty, but one thing made me jump. A little girl that looked about eight came by and asked why I had a weapon to my head.
“I told her that I don’t have any need for life anymore. She sat down across from me and smiled. Then she said ‘Don’t be like that. If you have to kill anyone, it should be the devil himself for taking away loved ones. He took away my mother and left me here on the streets. I wish I were dead.’ I took my gun and was about to pull the trigger to my head. But she wouldn’t stop crying. It got me so irritated that I put the gun to her head and pulled the trigger.
“She laid there in the water puddle with blood flowing out to the sidewalk, and onto the road. My hands shook and I dropped the gun, leading with tears that came from my eyes. I murdered a little girl from my frustration, and I am guilty for it. But I never turned myself in because I was to scared. So I ran, and came to New York with no trace of any murder following me. Please Lanna, you have to believe me. It was a mistake that I wish never happened.” He explained everything. It almost got me to jump out of the car, but I sat there and spoke back.
“So that means that you can get mad easily. And all of that madness goes to your head to where you explode in the most violent way possible. How can I live with someone like that. What if I get you too mad and you end up killing me?” I began to cry.
“No Lanna, I have patience for you. I really do. Just give me a chance. I’ve been taking therapy for the last three years, and it does help a lot. Now I don’t get angry that easily. Not only that, you’re very quiet and patient yourself. There’s no way you can get me ticked off.” He exclaimed. That still didn’t make things much better.
“Ok, but that means you can’t yell at me at all. I won’t let you get mad at me.” I had to make a deal.
“Alright, I promise that I won’t yell at you or make you cry or anything. I’ll just give my love to you. And if I do end up getting mad, I’ll go to the gym and exercise the madness away. Does that sound good?” He asked. I nodded as I smiled.
The thought of sitting next to a murderer was making my body shake. I hope he didn’t notice. It wasn’t just cold, I was to scared to even think of what might happen if he explodes on me today. I hope that doesn’t happen until I am able to run away.
Chapter 14
We finally made it to the house that I have been waiting to see. It was HUGE! For it only being three bedrooms, it was too big compared to my crappy old trailer.
“So, how do you like it so far?” Caleb asked. We got out of the car, but I was to astonished to even speak. Soon I was able to.
“It is so big. I think I might actually get lost.” I laughed. He chuckled along with me.
“I guess you might the first few nights. There is a small attic, but that will be off limits for you.” He added.
“But why?” We began to walk through the front door as he opened it for me.
“Because I will have important supplies that are very valuable to me. So you cannot go up there. Some day, I will take you though, I promise.” He explained.
Now he’s got me eager to just go up there tomorrow to just peak.
“Now, I want you to get to bed and get some sleep. Tomorrow, we’ll be out having some fun. You’ll need all the energy that you can store. I love you, goodnight.” He wrapped his arms around my body, and held me close to his body. I wrapped my arms a little around his waist, but I never meant it. When he let me go, I turned around and walked up the stairs.
“Maybe I should stay here until I find out what is up in the attic tomorrow night.” I whispered to myself. “Hopefully we aren’t sleeping in the same room tomorrow night either. I could just tell him.”
I made it to the bedroom with the only king sized bed. The blankets were aqua and the pillows were teal. It was very tacky, but I was to tired to care. I walked over to the bed, and tucked myself in under the covers. Once I got comfortable, I closed my eyes, forcing myself to fall asleep. But the attic thing was keeping me awake.
“I am to eager to know. I need to know soon enough so that I don’t have to deal with this eager feeling that I have. It’s just making my body tremble.” I whispered to myself again. It was making me shake. I really wanted to know, but not with him always hanging around me.
“I’ll have to come up with a plan in the morning.”
I closed my eyes, and tried to keep everything out of my head. Once my mind was full of darkness, I was finally able to fall asleep.
At least for a couple hours until I heard a noise. My eyelids flew open, and I jolted up. I sat up and looked around the room. The noise came from above me.
I looked up, and the thumping noise happened again. The noise came from up in the attic. And that’s when I heard a scream.
Chapter 15
The scream made me jump out of my bed, and run out of the room. I looked both ways into the hallway and waited to hear the sound again. I didn’t know where the attic was.
I heard the same scream again, and so I took a left, down the dark hallway. That’s when I noticed stairs that led to the ceiling. I began to hear Caleb’s voice.
“Shh, you’ll wake up my new girl. If you do that, I’ll have to punish you.” He said.
“I don’t care, I hope she does wake up to realize how much of a monster you are!” The woman’s voice quivered. I slowly walked up the wooden steps, and made it to where I could at least see what was going on. The light that was on beamed into my eyes. I had to look past it in order for me to see who was here.
I saw Caleb standing in front of three women that were sitting in an awkward position on the ground. They were tied up to where their hands were behind their backs, and their feet were tied together. Their hair was messed up, and they looked like my age.
“Now, keep it down tonight or one of you will be hurt again. And nobody wants that to happen, do they? Goodnight, my loves.” Caleb began to walk towards me. I had to hide.
I climbed down the stairs quietly and quickly. Then hid behind the stair case in a dark corner. I knew he couldn’t see me when he walked down the steps. Caleb didn’t bother to put the stairs back up, and instead headed for the bathroom. I waited until I heard the shower turn on. I decided to go up the stairs, and find out what wass going on.
Once I did, I jogged over to the women. All three of them stared at me like I was a ghost.
“What’s going on?” I whispered.
“Caleb is an evil man!” The blond one answered.
“He used us all for his game!” The brunette added.
“What did he use you for? How is he an evil man, and what did he do?” I asked. The one with black hair began to speak.
“His game is to get us all pregnant, and then bare his child so that he can have a family. But instead of keeping the kids, he would send them to orphanages if they weren’t what he wanted. I’m already baring his third child in about two weeks.” the blond began to cry.
“I’m baring his second child that is due in three months.” The brunette one said.
“That’s right Clarisse, and now you have a new member in the group.” Caleb’s voice said. He came out of no where, and found me. My body began to tremble when he walked over to me. “And now Lanna, you know my plan, secrets, and why I have kidnapped you. You shall bare a fine child.”
Chapter 16
I laid there, tied up next to the three other girls. Tears ran down my face while Caleb walked down the stairs. But when he left, he shut the staircase, locking us in.
“This isn’t good, he may use you tomorrow night.” The black haired one said to me. I couldn’t stop the tears, but it sure did feel like my heart stopped pounding. Everything I wished for was all fake. This was just some stupid game that I fell for.
“Lanna, we have to find a way to get out of here before Caleb gets to out of hand.” That blond one said.
“First of all, what are your names.” I asked. The blond one answered first.
“My name’s Brittany.”
“Mine’s Clarisse.” The brunette said.
“And mine’s Katherine.” The black haired cried.
“Alright, now first we need to find something to cut the ropes with.” I looked around to find a sharp object.
“Over here, how about this piece of glass?” Clarisse called.
“Shh, we have to keep it down or else he’ll come back up here!” I whispered. They all nodded in agreement. I crawled over to the glass, and turned my back in order to grab it with my fingers. It was a success as I held it.
I tried to move it up and down up against the rope, and then I heard a snap. It had worked!
“Alright, come here, I’ll get you guys untied.” I whispered. They all came to me, and turned their backs for me to break there hands free.
First I got Brittany, then Katherine, and finally, Clarisse. It took about ten minutes before all of us were free from the ropes.
“Ok, now how are we going to get out?” Katherine asked.
“I don’t know, but we will find a-” that’s when it hit me. Before I could finish my sentence, I noticed a small hole in the wall. “Look, there’s an opening!” I pointed to the hole. We walked to it, and tried to measure it.
“Lanna, you’re the only one that is thin enough to fit through it.” Brittany exclaimed. I knelt down and peaked through the hole. It looked like it led to…
“But it leads to the bedroom. Caleb’s sleeping!”
We all looked at each other, and then I took a big gulp.
“Alright, I’ll do it. Then I’ll bring the stairs down, and we’ll escape and call the police.” I planned. I laid down on my stomach, and let my feet hang out of the hole.
“Be careful Lanna!” They all whispered.
Chapter 17
They held my hands so that I was able to slide down carefully. I didn’t want to wake up Caleb or all hell would break loose. My heart pounded so fast that I couldn’t breath. I wanted to give up because I was too scared. But I couldn’t let these girls down. That would break my heart even more than Caleb has broken it.
My feet finally touched to ground, and they all let go. I stood there up against the wall and turned around. Caleb was still sleeping. I sighed with relief and began to tiptoe to the bedroom door. I had to go around the bed, which is even more creepier.
I took another big gulp as I finally made it to the door. That’s when my eyes finally adjusted to the darkness. It was a good thing I didn’t hit anything while I couldn’t see. But the moon light led me to the door. I was saved by the sky. Until the door squeaked as I opened it.
I turned around to see if he woke up. Caleb just rolled over to his back and snored. I sighed again as my heart raced even faster. My legs began to tremble and shock kept going up and down my spine. I’ve never been this scared my whole life, but I had to fight it.
I squeezed through the crack in the door, and had to make it out without it making anymore noise. It was hard knowing that I wasn’t as thin as a twig, but it was the best thing I could do.
It had worked perfectly as planned. I made it through the door as quiet as a fruit fly. I ran over to the attic stairs that were connected to the ceiling. There was a handle that I wasn’t able to reach. But I had to jump.
I jumped at least five times before I actually got it. I stood on my tiptoes so that I could peacefully bring it down. Once I used my strength to pull it down, I felt chills make my heart stop.
“Lanna, what do you think you’re doing?” Caleb asked in a sweet voice. He tried to walk up to me but I refused for that to happen.
“Girls, hurry up and get down now!” I screamed. They all came to the stairs, but stopped when they noticed Caleb.
“Girls, get back up there.” Caleb ordered.
“No, we are running away from you. No matter what happens!” I said. I tried to be as brave as I could. His eyes stared at me. But his expression became from nice to anger.
All the girls came down the stairs and hid behind me staring at him. I knew that they were terrified. That meant that I had to protect them. I was the only one that was young enough to protect myself. But I never knew how to run away in a situation like this.
“Caleb, please just let us through!” I yelled.
“You think I’m going to let you do that. You don’t have the right to leave me like this Lanna. None of you do. You are all in my care now. You all asked me to kill the ones who use to own you, and now I own you.”
“You don’t own us Caleb, we own ourselves. No one has ever owned us. Everyone owns themselves no matter what situation they’re in. If I have to, I’ll kill you just to break free from this retched hell.” I said.
Chapter 18- the end
I ran up to Caleb, and used my force to push him down the stairs. It worked, but he got back up the second he hit the last stair.
“Don’t fight with me now Lanna, this could end with a blood pool.” He yelled.
“Yeah, with your body in it!” I jumped and fell with my feet kicking him in the face. “Hurry girls, get to the door!” I called. They all ran down the stairs and I followed them, but Caleb grabbed my ankle and I fell to the floor. I tried to kick, but he refused to let go.
“I’ll kill you!” He said
“Hurry girls, get help quickly!” I yelled. They all nodded, and ran out the front door. They left it open for me to be able to escape.
“You’ll be staying with me!” He said.
“Let me go Caleb, I’m not playing.” I threatened.
“I am. The police will never find me, and they won’t find you either.” He got up, and began to drag me to the front door. I tried to scream, but when he stopped, he snatched some duck tape off of the end table, and taped a few pieces to my mouth. “That should keep you quiet!” He smiled and began to laugh. Then he taped my hands together.
He dragged me out the door, and to his car. I saw all the three girls running down the street from house to house trying to get help. But no one would answer.
“Lanna!” Brittany cried.
“Hurry, we need to get help!” Clarisse said.
They began to run to the only house with lights on.
“They will be to late once we drive off.” Caleb threw me into the back seats of his car, and shut the doors. Once he got into the drivers seat, he turned on the car and began to drive away from the house.
I stayed quiet for a while. I couldn’t move, but I knew a tactic that might be able to work. I tried to lick the tape off. My tongue started to get tired until it finally came off. I stayed quiet so that he wouldn’t notice. It was a good thing he didn’t tape my hands together tight enough. I slipped right out of the grip of the glue.
“Caleb, can I drive!” I got up, and jumped on top of him, trying to take the steering wheel.
“Get off me!” He struggled to keep the car on the rode, but I used all my courage and strength to get him to run off the rode. Instead, he stepped on the break, leading with me to fall up against the wind shield.
“Ouch!” I moaned. Caleb grabbed me by the hair, and took a gun to my head.
“It was a good thing I brought this. Now follow me out of the car. We will go on foot, and hide from the police. If you make a sound, I’ll put a bullet right through your skull.” He threatened. I had to do as he said. So I got up, and scooted out of the car with him.
I felt my heart stop. Why did things have to come to this?
“I was in love with you Caleb!” I said. We began to walk down the street with his arm around my neck and the gun pointing to my head.
“Well you still can be, you just have to be more polite.” He said.
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