EVERYBODY'S GAY!
German Alcala
Published by German Alcala at Smashwords
Copyright 2012 German Alcala
Notice: This is a Poetry and Photography Collection. Enjoy!
EVERYBODY’S GAY!
(Come With Us to Be Free)
Dedications
Introduction
-- *Nary a Child*
1]*Everybody's
Gay!*
2]
*Beautiful Boys and Girls*
3]
*This Is For My Faggots*
Interlude
I -- *Patience is the Virtue*
4]
*The Love*
5]
*Of the Demons*
Interlude
II -- *Patience is the Virtue*
6]
*Jamey Rodemeyer's*
7]*Kiss
With Me*
8]
*You Were Asking For It*
Outroduction
-- *Overflows of Colour*
Photographs
[Dedications&Notes
[p1
*Out of the Orb*
[p2
*Looking Out*
[p3
*Swallowing the Orb*
[p4
*Into the Love*
[p5
*Into the Darkness*
[p6
*Put ‘Em Up!*
[p7
*Suffrage*
[p8
*Fallen Queen*
[p9
*FIN*
*DEDICATION*
This
is for my faggots who endure too much in life. I dedicate this
collection to the beautiful boys and girls. Patience is the virtue.
So, hold on until it gets better. Just don't be afraid of the demons.
Finally, with overflows of color and gratitude I must extend my
wishes of peace and love to all of you
-Boy Queen German Alcala
EVERYBODY’S GAY!
*INTRODUCTION*
NARY
A CHILD
Children
dressed in dark cloaks pass through the gilded gates. Fairies place
their small fingers over their minute lips. One must be silent as
death. The moon watches over you with a somber glare; quietly
protecting you. The roses and sunflowers weep, and you must follow
the sounds. Poison fills the air outside, but once you pass the
perfume fountain you will be washed of it all. A dragon slumbers in
the final garden, and it is there to protect you. Her enormous black
wings sparkle in the moonlight, and she moves out of your way. The
darkness of the night is illuminated by her fire breath. She has
murdered the monster following you. Climb the thousand stairs, and
fall to your knees at the doors. My diamond flags do not move in the
wind, and my sparkling crown appears behind the opening doors.
Come
into my castle
Life is simply too hard
Keep your heart
still
Warm your frigid skin
Night is turning to day
Preachers
shake the gates
Poison suffocates flowers
Don't go until it is
through
They wanted a war – fight
Humans destroy
themselves
O, Nary a child deserves the curse
To be the one
who sees the last blow
The ability to extinguish their flesh
No
despicable fool merits ability
To sway that young child's
soul.
Nary a noble lad merits the curse
To extinguish their
own young flesh
The heart shouldn't see the instant
On which it
shall halt its own beat
No unfortunate youth merits the curse
Of
being the one to bring the closing blow
O, I am the Queen
I
am not young enough
As God's whispered secrets
Light blazes to
the weak sun
I'm not young enough to die!
Day is turning to
night
Freeze your light away
Keep your heart still
Life is
simply too short
Come into my castle
*
EVERYBODY'S GAY!
Lovely
ones
Only hoping for
Power and strength
Bringing dreams to
life
Hoping to swallow a star.
Journey with these youths
To
free your soul of all rage.
What a burden it must be
Holding
your hatred close
It is time for you to realize
Lights gleam in
your mind
Your eyes illuminate nights
A sun beholds lovely
sights
-Abundant rose petals float in a pool
Crystals float
in the blue water-
-Black snakes in a pit with little water
A
demon sits upon the snakes in delight-
Choose which one you will
plunge into
Everybody's gay! Come with us to be free!
Allow
your heart to soar! You won't weep!
You might even find
yourself!
Everybody's gay! With us you'll be free!
Give your
soul flight! You'll find yourself!
You deserve your happiness
too.
All of life flashes before your young eyes
Rage in
your blood stains clouds crimson
Just remember that this is a
start of the new!
A fresh attack is coming for your senses...
This
is the exhilarating moment for you
Come with us, and set your soul
into flight
I'm going to lay you down even if I combat!
This
boy is going to bed me, I dream.
Will you join me through the
evening?
Don't hold trepidation for what they fear
Mortals
fear what they don't comprehend.
You must brave what you don't
understand.
Everybody's Gay! Everybody's Gay! Yes!
Come with us
and you'll clear all the lies.
Stop fighting. You must cease
denial
It is defined quite clearly in your soul
So clearly
placed as loving your heart
Hold an eye for passions and
beauty
This is the instant in which you realize
You are going
to realize everybody's gay!
Don't forbid yourself some true
happiness
Come with us and set your soul free!
Isn't it a
sweet idea to live on an orb
Where each creature is a
homosexual?
I sang my anthem for the boy I admire
Confessed his
eyes warm my putrid heart
"Everybody's Gay! Come with me to
be free!"
He turned to me. Endless eyes of darkness.
I
know that he weeps eternally and secretly
"I would like that
very much, I would.
We would never have to hide from
them!"
Everybody's Gay!
Everything'll be alright
Come
with us to be free!
Everybody's Gay!
**
BEAUTIFUL BOYS AND GIRLS
Stunning
scrupulous boys. Gentle placid girls.
Immeasurable destinies past
even obscure demise
Facing their treacherous judgments. Dazzling
blazes.
No! I desire to not be muzzled beneath this night.
No!
I wish not to be silenced under this moon. No!!!
Fling me not into
misery with such sayings
Deprived of them my soul blisters and
perishes!
'Encore un moment'; I’m unprepared to be silent
O
nightfall, do not yet extinguish my callous soul
Robust silvery
moon gleaming onto my feeble being
Magnificently honeyed stars
shine before my eyes!!!
Inert darling decomposing beneath
florae. Decay.
Douce child of Terre Mère underneath le lune
What
virtue could ye do in the gloomy evening?
Your passion lacking
from that exquisite body
Forever concealed by florae over an onyx
casket
Weep 'til the Earth has no sun glowing onto it!
Carried
in death's arms into the foggy horizon
I could raise your soul
for another sunrise
Would you follow me if you lost your
name?!
You will have a face as young as ever. Beautiful!
Your
hair will be as abundant as ever. Flaxen!
Child, in the dusks when
you are ready to perish
You’ve been taken by that cold of the
dark
There is no return once you do truly escape.
Simply look
into your heart. Realize the truth.
No! Hold onto your body for as
long as possible.
No! Do not be muzzled under this lovely
lune...
Go not easily! Never silent into the unknown!
Stunning
scrupulous boys. Gentle placid girls.
***
THIS IS FOR MY FAGGOTS
Hatred
and rage are preferred drugs
They fuel my soul to fuel my
violence
Feed me another vile insult. Your lies.
Say I should
just kill myself tonight
Turn your lips to my faggots, children.
I
will strike you before you can blink.
This poem belongs to my
faggots!
My faggots who cry in anguish
Sit to hide in fear or
simply wait
My stricken faggots who languish
A line for their
wails of gay cheers
O, faggots who wipe a friend's tears
This
is for my faggots who can't loath
Whilst they respect and hold
their loves
Or faggots who don't despise the truth
For my
faggots who only cry before a rise
They just don't like to wallow
in sorrows
O, faggots who posses bottomless pockets
Dear
faggots who are their own lights
This is for my faggots who
work hard
This is for my faggots who never lie!
They treasure
their hearts and laugh.
A line for the ones who adore
sports:
Cuties with tight bright summer shorts
My faggots who
sit in the darkness
For they have too much to leave behind.
They
no longer have the strength in them!
O! This is for the
Queens
Keeping themselves in line
This is for the shining
rebels
This is for my faggots!
The ones not strong enough
Or
know how to punch back
Never hesitating to suck it up
Filled to
the brim with ambition
Never scared by the bad situation
This
is for twinks on their brinks
The heroes and their sorrows
Closet
cases with their cute faces
This is for tops and for the
bottoms
For my strong fag! This is for any hag
Inspiring their
boys with ambitions
This verse is for those who only
lose
Despite having futures that'll cruise
They still feel
their purple bruises
It's almost as if the Earth were tired
Of
being used to blaze in their fires
Wondering if the future will be
brighter
For all the men and gals locked away
And feeling as
special as dead glass
Listen to the speech of the Queen:
You
will come to know things unseen
Tomorrow will glow hotter than
ever
Don't forget your heart in the forever
My faggots will
never truly perish
You know you're loved in this life
This is
for my faggots!
*INTERLUDE I*
PATIENCE IS THE
VIRTUE
Close
your eyes.
Settle your mind.
Peaceful. Tranquil.
Serenity
takes you
O, dress lavishly
Wear a diamond crown
Follow
my adorned hands
To a secret place of happiness
Hold your
horses with sugar
Sit in the gardens with me
A queen who asks
patience
Dragons soar over your head
As the population thins
out
And air becomes pure venom
Out there. Outside of my
castle.
Drink tea for old customs linger
Our lives will
soon be at stake
Yet, you must hold patience
This is the
Queen's garden.
Free of any form of judgment
Not a place. Not
even a world.
T'is a chemical in your mind.
Embrace it. For it
is your own...
****
THE LOVE
"Homosexuals
are filthy
It is a sin God will damn
It is disgusting. Damn
you.
God truly wants to save you
Homosexuality is
depravity.
Forever damned to a torment
Wicked sin brings
pleasure!
It is filthy! The bible says so!"
If you love
your blood
God loves you too
Open your soul
To feel
it
Yes!
We'd effortlessly appreciate the answers
In
perfectly crystal clear black and white
Still, I know God is not
that simple.
I am young and I have my own fears
I have cried to
sleep so many times
Just like so many others following me
I
struggled with my identity in the past
On this day? I know exactly
who I am.
I know that I was made this way
Do not use God's name
to try to disparage
There is nothing to laugh about in the war
It
is a war! They wanted it! We bring it to them.
So, be silent!
Listen to the words of love.
God made us this way. You know
this.
Fall to your knees and praise the beauty
Believe in
whatever it is you believe
You know that you were born to be
exactly so!
Neglect not your beauty created by God's might.
Don't
offend the creator by saying we are filth.
Supplicate for
forgiveness you don't deserve
Feel the angels sing. Ignore the
demons' yells.
For if you open your soul you will feel the
love.
Fall to your knees. Praise the lord.
Open your soul.
God will open too!
Behold the sun and sprawling seas
Look up to
God's shining stars in the sky.
Feel their warmth from across the
universe.
That's the strength! God makes no mistakes!
So, love
yourself. That's the last importance!
Get it done. You'll sense
the awesome love!
O, the love, the love
the love, the love
The
Love.
Weeping I declare...
Ignorance damned my soul
I
never felt so found in life.
At long last, I know my name.
At
long last, I know my love.
That is all I need.
I thank you,
God.
Weeping you feel...
You feel it too. Do not lie.
You
are well made.
You are children made of light
Thank your maker
for love.
*****
OF THE DEMONS
Sands
of time carry
a sublime rhyme
Fuming. Everlasting.
Ignorance
yells out!
Shut the fuck up.
You know why I'm
here...
Resilient...
Our resolve is strong
Ready to
fight for love.
Kill for what we hold
Do not mistake the
fags
We exist flawlessly
And love with passion
Satan...
You
do not understand us
This is the exquisiteness in it
We proudly
protest; unified.
Hoping to never march again
No, we are not
second class!
In obscurity we grasp all things.
Boy...
Do
not weep, my tender boy.
Shake off the dreadful agony.
You'll
feel unconditional love
Of a family that loves you
Come with us
to truly be free
Queen...
They refuse to name me a Queen
I
am the poetry of the demons
Could Satan ever comprehend?
No,
our love and lives are true
Clandestine agendas and laws
The
agenda says: Be equal!
Satan couldn't appreciate
Marching
to death by suicide
Suicide caused by their shrieks
Marching
for rights we deserve
Death shan't touch me tonight
I shan't
perish 'til the war ends
The poem of the demons
I won't be the
first to die
Leers...
A naïve gay youth leers
Held in
the sun's embrace
Before the rainbow’s gleam
I walk away in
my black dress
Knowing that I fight to give
Delicious vengeance
for
A young flower learning of
All our perfection and passion!
*INTERLUDE II*
PATIENCE IS THE
VIRTUE
...Tourists
cling to my gates
Erotic boys prance along
Erotic girls lay out
on grass
Allowing the sun to lick
Their nude breasts for
hours
Chase them only to realize
They are beautiful
mirages
Your eyes will come to see
What you've never
fathomed
Patience, darling!
Run silently now. Children
run.
They have broken from their world
Age is coming much too
quickly
Monsters can only take you
When you give into their
lies
Take a journey into the skies
Let your heart guide you
back
The flowers wilt without you
We will be happier with
you
Hold on until the night falls
Patience is the virtue, my
dear
Stop letting demons guide you
I hold patience 'til your
return.
******
JAMEY RODEMEYER'S
Jamey,
where did you go?
You killed the wrong person!
Listen to
ancient verses now!
Word after word!
Deriding them!
Mocking
us!
Asphyxiating us!
We moan all night
Erect in the
fires
Out of the closet
Into a nest of
serpents.
Debasing.
Spineless philistines
Express putrid
thoughts
Say
it to my face
If you’re not afraid of me
These scars hidden
by
Make-up slathered upon
The porcelain skin of my face
Do
not mark me the victim
They say I took a bite out of life
I ate
too much too quickly!
Don't
offend my golden dagger
Jamey, poor darling also went!
Like
dozens before him:
His mind initiated popping!
The shadows
overwhelmed...
Now he sings the verses
Of a Monster Monarch
In
the embrace of angels
Then he'll hear an anthem!
Celestial
orb is not pure rose
Souls of detestable beasts
Murder you in
each morning.
Shredding the soul merrily
Hypocrite preachers
break you
Endlessly speaking sacrilegiously
Don't stop your
raves, my boys
Don't stop your raves, my girls
We are the
fabulous race
Far more potent than prayers!
O, I grow weary
of fighting brutes.
If I perish in youth I won't go alone!
Burning
blood pounds furiously
Along our veins with heat of the sun.
Tell
me their names...
Repeat what they said to ye.
I have the gun
for their heads!
Ay! Spineless cowards
Shriek out in pure
agony
At the prospect of our glory
Some never dare to speak
ill
Lest they desire to perish
At my weary hands!
Now,
if I would never permit you
What makes you contemplate
That
anyone else can make you cry?!
Words packed to the brim
With
abhorrence are all false
In the eyes of my God:
Their loathing
is truly unnatural
Yell out in all of your anger, fags!
As long
as eyes and hearts are pure
They can't harm the beautiful
ones
...JAMEY!
SO PURE!
All of them
Gay as love
The
preachers,
the sweet sinners,
the dull hypocrites!
All
together repudiate
Who they truly are in life
With juvenile
trepidation!
Venerate your blood, kids
O, venerate your gold
skin
Venerate your strengths
Everybody should be gay!
Man
is man
God speaks alone!
Cosmic answers hide
Behind a golden
disk!
Nobody is destined to know!
Jamey sees now from his new
throne
We rave unaccompanied and unwittingly!!!
*******
KISS WITH ME
I
claim you with a kiss
I keep you with a moan
Kiss my lips all
night long
It's a skill you must hone!
The Moon watches
intently, turning red
Kiss with me, fellow homosexuals!
Both
boys disrobing each other
Two mouths invading each other
Four
legs twisted together swiftly
Kiss with me, and see what I
see.
Attractions don't halt the blazes
I halt the demons
through my tongue
I claimed you with my kiss
I kept you
with my moan
Kiss with me all night long
It's a skill I have
honed!
Hold me impossibly tight to your chest
Don't
disappoint my feeble regal soul
Lick me where I hide my
whimpers
Tell me in what way to rectify your pain
And I will
take you to where angels soar
They embrace you and give you
liberty!
I claim you
With a kiss
I keep you
With a
moan
Kiss my lips! Kiss with me!
Two girls rubbing their
bodies intensely
Beseeching more release from evil’s
grasp
Trouncing each other through the night
Moaning and
heaving as The Moon leers
Risk loss of rationality on this lone
night!
Come with us and explore Earthly passions…
What have
ya done? You set your body free.
********
YOU WERE ASKING FOR IT
"Strike
them! Blaze their abodes into the dirt!"
Pardon, did you know
their names?
(We did it. It's done.)
"I hope each one
dies of slow acting AIDS!"
This is real yet you seem absorbed
by words
(No, you're wrong.)
"Blame the
television!"
Blame wool clothed wolves
(We're the
Shit)
They all possess souls
Sons, Brothers, and
Fathers
Daughters and Mothers
Of the same pathetic planet
"You
demented freak!"
Our reflecting eyes
(We're
beautiful)
"I'd prefer dead young to young like ye!"
Ye
birthed youth who rather die with thou
(Mine young)
"Rape
da fag's ass. I ain't gay; he were askin fo it."
This is
where I shoot ya dead! BOOM! Bu-Bye-Uh
(Rest in Peace, Maggot
Fucker)
*OUTRODUCTION*
Overflows of Colour
Man
is man
God speaks alone!
Cosmic answers hide
Behind a golden
disk
Nobody can know them!
Spilling pools...
Flower
petals flow over
Every perfume suffocates
It fills the air with
its scent
Rise for me, demons!
Call down the angels!
I am
not young enough
I am not young enough
To rot! To die! To
rot!
I am not young enough!
Every hour of every day
They cut
at our children
Tearing out their hearts
Pray to a God of
hatred
Or burn up lest ya lie!
Angels, damn my soul!
Save
the children I know
Catch them as they fall!
I am not young
enough
I am not young enough
To rot! To die! To rot!
I am
not young enough.
We hold patience in here
Their eyes shine
in the sun
An evil queen boy smiles
Everybody's gay! You are
free!
O, inert darling you must live!
This is only for my
faggots now!
The love that God offers is grand!
Resilient Satan
boy queen leers!
This orb has some light, after all!
Kiss with
me and free your body!
You've been asking for such things!
Go
on and save them as they fall
Angels of the sky! Demon's of
Earth!
The preachers are coming for us!
Our gilded gates
have been destroyed
Save yourselves! Run with the mirages!
My
black dress is far too heavy for it.
"O, save my soul, you
say?! Fuck you!
I shall vomit flames. Blistered throat.
I'm
sure your God despises my flesh
So, touch me. I dare you to do
it!
I do not fear you! I don't fear him!
Scream as they will
for my blood!"
Even as my flesh rots I will know...
Nobody
can know them!
Behind a golden disk
Cosmic answers hide
God
speaks alone!
Man is man
Uprooted stems are now strewn
along a garden of loosened dirt, and rose petals litter dying grass.
Sunflower petals float in the air, too light to fall just yet, and
some of them decorate my corpse. Fairies are long since gone; they
hide in a poison world. Run now for my castle can no longer save you.
My chandeliers are now gilded rods in mounds of shattered crystal. My
dragon now soars far away from this world. Overflowing pools of
perfume are evaporating. Gems sewn into my clothing shine beneath the
sun's powerful rays. My shining crown is crushed many yards away.
Preachers will weep, for I took their victory with me. For when the
sun hides in the horizon my young will return for revenge. Listen to
the flower petals touching the dirt, and know that soon you and I
will burn together. All of humanity will know what I died for, but
not my name.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
German Alcala:
From Los
Angeles, California German Alcala is Mexican and Gay. German
considers himself a novelist, poet, singer, dancer, carpenter, and
everything in between! Gesrman Alcala's biggest inspirations include
Edgar Allan Poe, Maya Angelou, Shakespeare, and Jackie Collins. He
has self-published eBooks for two years now across the web from Apple
iBooks to Barnes and Noble NookBook. He has been called Awesome,
Inspiring, Shocking, The Dr. Seuss for Suicidal Teens, and Amazing in
by readers.
ONLINE:
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